Never give up

Never give up chapter 16

Chapter 16

I looked at the phone shocked and scared. I ran my fingers threw my hair thinking of what to do.

"I need Kevin" I said to my self

I looked around trying to find a towel but with me and my clumsiness I tripped on the mat and fell knocking down all the soap bottles

"Damn it!" I said looking at my cut knee.

"What the?" I said pulling the razor out from under my knee which was now filled with blood.

"Oh fuck" I said looking at the cut.

The blood rolled down my knee till it reached my foot and disappeared into the brown mat.

"I need Kevin" I puffed.

I tried to get up but I was weak without Kevin by my side, it was like when we were together I felt strong and confident but when he was gone I felt weak and Insecure.

I got up feeling the tingling of the broken skin rubbing together and stumbled to the sink.

I took a towel and wet it then Dabbed the newly broken skin until the blood stopped rushing out.

I slid down the counter sitting on the floor just looking at my phone like it was going to shoot me.

'Kevin' I linked

'What is it love are you okay?' He asked

'Yeah it's just I got a text from Luke'

It was silent and it scared the shit out of me.

'What did it say?' He asked

I could feel my nails get sharp pains like someone was pulling my nails out.

'He threatened you' I said looking at my fingers

My nails were bleeding and sinking back into my fingers.

'Don't panic I'll be there in a second' he said looking threw my eyes to see my fingers

I stood there shaking as my fingers bleed.

I felt tears come to my eyes but they wouldn't drop like the blood was.

The pain increased like someone was chopping off my finger tips slowly. The blood rushed out dropping on my thighs or smacking the ground.

I heard my bedroom door slam open then the bathroom.

Kevin was in only boxers and his hair looked like it still had some soap studs in it.

"Nikki don't panic just breath" he assured me. He rushed around looked for towels to wrap my hands in

"W-where are the fucking towels this is a damn bathroom there should be a shit load of them!" He said to himself running around the bathroom

I wanted to giggle but the pain wouldn't let a smile come across my face.

"Hold me" I said as he trailed his fingers in his hair

"I can't find the, wait w-what?" He asked cooling down

"Hold me Kev" I said

Kevin sat next to me and brought my head to his chest stroking my hair

"Don't hold back" he cooed

I knew this was my wolf I could see her when I looked in the mirror that was laying on the bathroom floor

"She's beautiful" he said

"Y-you can see her?" I asked

He nodded and kissed my temples then went back to rocking me.