Based on Stray Kids song Red lights
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According to most people, love is a precious thing. A necessity to live a good life. But sometimes, love isn't really love. Sometimes it's an obsession, an excuse to have p...
I've been with Chan since we were in diapers. We were inseparable. People always say we were 1 soul in 2 different bodies but regardless we have always been friends. When I turned 16 and he 18, Chan became what he is today, I swore I would always be there for him and help him through everything but now if I could go back to when I made that promise, I would keep my younger self from saying it. After he turned 20, he fell off. He was abusive to any lover he had. He would hurt them if they messed up 1 little thing and if they wanted to break up... let's just say they won't be home for a while.
I tried to tell him to get help but that would result in him hurting me or cutting my pay for a week and I couldn't let that happen. You see I have a family to take care of. My mother and father try their best to work for money, my older brother is still in college and is barely getting by and my little sister is currently sick in the hospital and her treatment is expensive. Chan helps me pay for them and in exchange, I help him with his plans to keep his reputation and get rid of his ex-partners.
But after meeting Hwang Hyunjin, he has fallen way off. He refused to let him go and refuses to let him be killed. I tried to tell him that he can find someone else but he refused. He won't give a clear reason but regardless I can't go against him. I have to try and sort things out, maybe I can help Hyunjin and lie to Chan that he got away? I don't know but until then, I'll help his psycho ass. I have to apparently kill Felix and take Hyunjin back. I'll set up everything and put the plan into action a week from now.
𝓗𝔂𝓾𝓷𝓳𝓲𝓷𝓹𝓸𝓿
I woke up to see Felix snuggled up to me and our pinkies still looped together. I hear someone giggle and look at the foot of the bed to see Minho taking pictures. Not wanting to wake up the sleeping Felix, look at him with a death glare and he chuckles. "You 2 seem comfortable." he says, putting his phone away and crossing his arms with a smug look. "Fuck off man, he was sad last night and I, being the friend I am, helped him go back to sleep." I say with an annoyed tone. I try to sit up but Felix hugged me tighter and pulled me back down. This made Minho laugh and I smile, this kid was like my little brother and I refuse to see him sad.
"Well imma make breakfast, you 2 keep cuddling and no monkey business." he said pointing his finger at me at the end. He walked out, closing the door and I just lay there staring at the ceiling thinking. 'Why did this have to happen to me and why is Felix involved? If I had just shut up and taken the beating, would he be living safely?' "what are you thinking about hyung?" a sudden voice said making me snap out of my thoughts. I look down and see Felix looking up with his tired eyes, he looked like a baby waking up from a nap. "Nothing much, you can go back to sleep." I say. "Oh o- Hold on, something smells good." he said while smelling the air. I do the same and indeed, smell something good.
We both jumped out of bed and ran, almost falling down the stairs and into the kitchen to see Minho calmly cooking. "Wow Lino." Felix said happily. "I forgot your cooking was the same level as Gordan Ramsay." I said as we walk over to him. "Thank you, I'm glad you like it." Minho said. All was well until he took his eyes off for one minute and the pan of oil caught fire. We went silent for a moment until the smoke alarm went off and that was when all hell broke loose, we were all screaming our heads off and trying to put out the fire while trying to turn off the smoke alarm.
Finally, I snapped back to reality. I put out the fire, opened the window, got a stool, stood below the fire alarm with a rag, and fanned the smoke away and towards the window. "CAN YOU GUYS SHUT IT!!!!" I yelled, Minho and Felix looked up at me and saw what I was doing, and they did the same. After the smoke alarm finally stooped blaring and the smoke was all gone, we sprayed the kitchen with some air freshener and looked at the thing that started this whole thing. Turns out, Minho tried to make eggs but used too much oil and it caught on fire. Me and Felix looked at his dumbass with the "are your for real right now?" face. (Bombastic side eye, criminal offensive side eye😒)
He looks over at us and puts his hand on his chest as if he is offended. "BE GLAD ITWAS ONLY THE EGGS!!!" he yelled as he walked upstairs. "A good big brother wouldn't try to burn the house down while his little brother and friend are sleeping!!" Felix yelled. "WELL SINCE I'M SUCH A BAD BROTHER, YOU 2 CAN MAKE YOUR OWN DAMN BREAKFAST!!!!" he yelled as he slammed the door loudly. I looked at Felix who had an annoyed look on his face. I walk to the kitchen and put on an apron and get to work. In about 10 minutes, I had made pancakes, bacon, eggs, and French toast. As I set the table I hear Felix giggle.
"What's so funny?" I as while setting the table. "You looked like a housewife while cooking." he said as he walked over to me still giggling. He showed me his phone with pictures of me cooking. I hate to say it but he was right, I did look like a housewife while cooking and I'm not complaining.
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After I set the table, I called for Minho to come down and eat, he came down and stared at me in my apron and laughed. "YOU LOOK SO FUCKING GAY WITH THAT ON!!!" he said while crouching from laughter. "Ok, 1. I am gay so I'm not offended 2. How does me wearing an apron look gay?" I ask while taking it off the apron. "1. Oh wow, 2. you look like a male housewife." he said as he sat down and put food on his plate. "I SAID THE SAME THING!" Felix said as we sat down and we begin to eat. As soon as they took a bite, they slouched in their chairs and looked at me with tears in their eyes. I look at them with worry, I genuinely feared for my life at that moment. (kinda like his face when everyone went crazy cause he had on a sleeveless shirt.)
"What did I do?!" I asked in a scared voice. "Nothing it's just...this is the best breakfast I ever tasted..." Felix said, taking another bite. I smiled a bit and looked at Minho who was just inhaling that shit like Kirby. "Fax, this is the best breakfast at 5 pm I have ever tasted." he said after finishing the plate. I and Felix look up in shock. "5 PM?!" we both yell, startling poor Minho. "Yeah, y'all slept for a while...what even happened?" he asked, we look at each other, look back at him, and shrugged. It's not that we didn't remember, we just didn't want him to flip out. He shrugged while walking to his room and said "ok." as I and Felix sat and finished our breakfast.
We decided to sit down and watch some shows and we got tired. By the time we fell asleep, it was already 10 pm. I didn't want to go to bed for some reason. I felt like if I did, I would regret it but the body needs sleep so I gave in.
When I woke up, I saw that I was in a very unfamiliar room with Red lights surrounding me. As I sit up, trying to wake up fully, I hear a voice that I thought I wouldn't hear for a long time. "Hello my darling. It's about time we consummate our relationship." Chan said as he walked over to me. I panicked and tried to get up to run but my arms and legs were chained. He got on top of me and began to kiss me roughly. I tried fighting back but he was stronger than me despite our height difference. I cried as he began to rip my shirt off and kiss my chest and waist. 'Why? Why me...?' I thought as my body gave out due to exhaustion.
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This AGAIN was supposed pro be out yesterday but I fell asleep and I had a test today AND the school wifi sucks so I couldn't write. But here we are, Chan got Hyunjin back but how? How did he find him? Where are Felix and Minho? Where is Wooyoung? Where is my will to keep writing? (jk)
Anyways this chapter is shorter than the others cus I'm tired and it's a school night. A little heads up there will be SA in the next chapter and although I don't like writing those I feel like it would fit this toxic story. I will put warning signs to make sure that you can see where it begins and end. If you still don't like that then I urge you to drop this story. You have been warned.
