Red Lights

♥︎𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 9♥︎

I really wanna know, yeah
난 이미 lost control, oh

Countdown till the tour: 1 month

Extra info for the chapter:
Sunshine☀️❤️: Felix
Squirrel🐿🌰: Jisung
Cat Lover😽: Minho
Buff Boi💪: Changbin
Maknae on top👑😎: Jeongin
In the Building😈: Seungmin
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𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓷 𝓟𝓞𝓥

I woke up in my bed, cuddling my beautiful Hyunjin, he loved the meteor shower and fell asleep on my shoulder. I had taken him home and put him in bed and went to work on my plan to change his information, I even decided that I would break him or wipe his memory completely so if his annoying friends would find him, he would never go with them, even if he did remember them, he wouldn't think twice about staying with me.

I was perfect, make him think I changed so he will trust me, take him to Korea, change his information, take him back to Australia and break him into submission and keep him there so we can live happily. This was a gift that I refuse to lose again, never again. I loved him, I cared about his well-being, I want him to be happy with me and if this is really the only way, so be it. After all the details were sorted out, I decided to sleep next to him which brings us to now.

I got out of bed to make us some breakfast, as a way for him to trust me. Jennie, Lisa, Rosé, and Jisoo were shocked to see me cooking but didn't ask, they knew better than to question their boss. They went back down to their quarters in the basement and I just kept cooking, I made eggs, bacon, and waffles with fruit with some coffee. I set the table and just when I did, I hear a groan and someone walking downstairs. I turn to see my beautiful Hyunjin walking downstairs with messy hair, tired eyes, and arms stretched as high as they could, causing the shirt I put on him to stretch past his abs.

He walked over to me and hugged me as he laid his head in the crook of my neck. I never felt so happy in my life, was he finally trusting me? If he is, the plan will go smoother than I thought. "Hey babe, are you hungry? I made you something to eat." I said as I hugged him back and kissed his neck. He nodded and sat down and began to eat, I smiled and sat next to him and eat. I tried to strike up a conversation but he would reply with blunt and tired answers. Maybe he didn't trust me, I will have to try harder. We still have a month to until I have to put my plan into motion, I can still get him to trust me, at least enough so he can follow me to Australia.

We finished eating and we went back upstairs to our room. I sat on the bed as I saw Hyunjin I into the bedside drawer and take out a notebook then left. I followed him to the garden and watched as he flipped a page and began to draw the landscape. It was so cute, I don't know what was but I felt weird. I felt...regret. I loved Hyunjin and for the first time ever since moving here, he looked happy and free. It didn't look fake, it looked real. A thought at the back of my head kept saying what I was planning was wrong, I knew I was holding him here against his will, and even though he loved me and said he forgave me, I knew he was just scared of me hurting him.

No...NO! He did love me! He wasn't scared of me! If I want him to stay, I have to do this. I have to break him! I have to ensure that he will stay with me and won't be found! I love him and I know he will love me too, I just have to use a bit of force to get it. I hadn't realized he was talking to me until he put a gentle hand on my face. I looked to see him with a dead pan expression on his face. "Are you ok?" He said with worry. "Yes, I'm ok. Just zoned out." I said as I leaned into his touch, it felt genuine, like real love, the love we felt before he left.