Based on Stray Kids song Red lights
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According to most people, love is a precious thing. A necessity to live a good life. But sometimes, love isn't really love. Sometimes it's an obsession, an excuse to have p...
I woke up once more in bed. I sat up slowly as I looked around and realized the room was familiar...very familiar...sickeningly familiar. This was Chan's room in Australia. I immediately tried to stand up but fell the second and my feet touched the floor. I remembered what happened hours before and that disgusting feeling came back, I hated it. I stood up on Bambi legs and took in the surroundings, Everything was the same, the same layout, the same pictures on the wall, the same everything...it was as if nothing had been touched since I left.
(Visual of Chan's room)
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(Bro was crazy but at least he got money😗)
I went to open the door but it was locked. I decided to just walk around and see if I could find anything but nothing was there to help me. Nothing or no one...wait...FELIX! I remembered that he wasn't on the plane. If he wasn't dead before, he has to be now...and it's all my fault. I sit on the floor next to the bed and hug my knees. If I hadn't left, maybe he would have still been alive. I finally let it set in that Chan couldn't be human, with how far he was willing to go just to get his hands on me. But why me?! Why am I his obsession?!
I was about to start crying when a picture caught my eye. I get up and walk over to the picture. I took a look at it and suddenly a realization dawned on me. The photo was a class picture...my class picture...mine and Chan's class picture. It made sense, Chan was in my class when we were kids, he had always been obsessed with my sister and me since we arrived. He didn't want Yeji...he wanted me...he always wanted me. It made sense why he got Yeji to work with him...so he could get closer to me.
It was all because of me. It was my fault Chan is like this, my fault Chan kidnapped me, my fault Felix and the others were hurt, my fault Yeji is working against me.
𝗜𝘁𝘄𝗮𝘀𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗺𝘆𝗳𝗮𝘂𝗹𝘁...
I sat on the floor and began to sob into my shirt. I hated myself so much. All of this was my fault. As I sobbed into my shirt, I felt arms wrap around me and someone's chest against my back. I couldn't help but lean into the person's warmth as I sobbed, their arms wrapped around me, seemingly to comfort me and it worked...until I heard the voice. "Don't cry my love, you're safe now, you're 𝗛𝗼𝗺𝗲 now." I immediately moved away and saw Chan behind me with a kind smile on his face.
I was about to scream, yell, grab anything to use to throw at him but he grabbed my hands and pulled me to him before putting a hand behind my head and kissing me roughly. Chan's other hand had been wrapped around both my wrists to keep me in place and he forced his tongue into my mouth.
