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I played with kali on the floor. I honestly depressed from everything. Been in the house for two weeks now
I wanted to take her to the park like I usually do but I just didn't want something like that to happen again and be much worst
I still didn't have a phone I was sad about that cause all of the pictures of kali since she was born are in there.
I haven't spoken to anyone but my mom over two weeks ago .she pops up every now and then. "No" I put my shirt back down .
She kept trying to get in my shirt with me. "Slobbering all on me" I wiped her mouth with her shirt that was wetter
I needed to take her hair down since it was so soft the braids was slipping out.
I needed to take her a bath . I really didn't have the energy to do anything. I changed the movie that was playing and put it on the dark knight
"Im back" I heard my mama buss through the door. I didn't even get up to look"why yall on the floor?"
"I dont know" I button the onesie back up
"Kevin came by the house" I rolled my eyes "I had a really long talk with him about you and the baby"
"I dont care he needs to leave me alone" this was definitely his fault "damn thats how you feel?" I heard his voice
"Get the fuck out !" I sat up now I was pissed all the way the fuck off "I dont want no fucking apology, you cant see my baby , I dont want wanna hear shit you got to say get the fuck" I yelled at him
He looked surprised by my out burst "you see my face this is your fucking fault get out I fucking hate you"
I started crying "rylie" my mama said like she couldn't believe me. I felt kay arms wrap his arms around me
I was fed up with life right now
"Get off of me" I pushed him off me
I got kali out of her arms she was crying.I closed the door giving her ,her pacifier that was pinned to her shirt. "We was doing just fine until they came and ruined the peace"
I went and started a bath in my tub. Putting her some toys in there . I undressed her putting her in then I got in myself
"Want some bubbles?" I took her hair down while she was in the bath. "Your gonna be good and sleepy after this" she was smiling
I bathe the both of us getting out. I put a pamper on her then got dressed I put her on my chest
she fell asleep I put her blanket on her . I knew keeping kay from her is wrong but my life has just been shit since he became part of it
She is literally the only type of peace I get. Before his girlfriend did that to me I was thinking about letting him see her again
But now im not anymore. I kissed her head hearing her snore no way she that tired
Kay slowly came through the door "didn't I tell you to get out?" I sat up against the headboard
"Let me see yo face" he came closer looking at me "you still cute" I rolled my eyes "what happened?" He sat beside me on the edge
I explained to him what happened. "I gotchu bro I'll handle her ass I dont know what the fuck wrong with that bitch" he kept glance at kali
"What she been doing?"
"Nothing
My mom came through the door . "What?" I asked lowkey getting tired of her "watch your tone yall okay?"
"No"
"Yea" we said at the same time kay looked at me sternly
"Dont look at me like that" I had a attitude "let me see her" he took her out my arms
"I should make you go home" he wasn't even supposed to be seeing her
It was my sister "what yani" I sat the phone against my cup of juice. "Im finna share my screen with you" I looked at my phone
"You know this girl?" I seen it was ezzy "yeah why?"
"Cause she talking shit about you and ima beat her ass" I shook my head
"Its not even worth it I dont know what her problem is she was all in my face when I was pregnant" everything was weird and confusing
"Rylie you need to stand up for yourself. Cant let people run over you , your a whole mom"
"alright you need anything?"
"Yeah can you bring me some pads my period about to start in a few days oh and get me some strawberries I ran out of em"
"Gotchu give me thirty minutes" I nodded hanging up "you ready to see your auntie" I wiped her chin
"We really need to get out house we look crazy" I talked to her she smiled showing her gums
"Im here" my sister came in with what I asked for "thank you Ill cashapp you the money" I held kali
"Thats why she so spoiled you always holding her"
"Cause she a baby" I kissed her forehead "she starting to look like you" I love that for her honestly
"How do you keep it so clean?"she looked around I shrugged "I dont know"
"You miss me" she took her from me "want to take her to the park?"
"Yeah you look like you need to go outside" I gave her my middle finger
I got dressed then changing kali . "Taking the stroller?"
"No she too big for it"
I recorded my sister playing in the sandbox with her. She loves my sister . I really needed to start back filming
My life just been in shambles. "No do not put that in your mouth" I got up taking whatever she put in her mouth out
"She so bad" my sister laughed "see that what happens when you keep her in the house"
