Can this be like this?

Does anyone notice?

Walk though the halls and everyone just runs into me and never says sorry. People avoid me but I should be use to it.. everyone avoids me and I can't help but over think. Like what did I ever do to them to make them not like me? why am I always pushed around? Why would people ever try to hurt me or even hate to be around me? I go day by day fighting everyday, every second, every day of my life. But no one helps.. they want to but they don't know how.. I mean it doesn't help I'm stubborn but what else should I do? tell someone than have them talk to someone than I'm called in and given pills to take for depression? No because I try and fight for myself. I don't need anyone there to help me. I'm always either by myself or have people around me but still feel alone. I'm a lonewolf. I like being alone and being in the dark. Then all the demons come out of my head and attack me. They make me over think but I mean that's their job right?