People say shit all the time about hey I'm going to go I have to do something or I'm going to bed. But really it's just them saying an easier way of I don't want to talk to you. So many people have done it to me and it hurts like hell. Who would ever try to hurt someone like that? I'm sick and tired of it. But no body ever figures it out. But yet I do. I try not to do that to other people but still... everyone does it no matter what. I want it to all stop. Why can't it stop? Or even leave me alone. I can't keep being strong all the time... I feel if one day I won't be able to hold it all and break. Then do something stupid and regret it.. tired of hurting. Tired of just everything..I'm almost to the point where it ends..
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RandomFighting everyday but never helps.. alone in the world and no one will ever notice. Invisible to others and fight depression more than I should. Days I just want to end it all. But then I can't from my friends. I can't leave them.. but I want to. I...
