I've been told I was annoying so many times. It hurts but hey its whatever. Right? But I still don't get it. Am I that terrible or worse? Who knows anymore.. I feel if I left everything and everyone. No one will miss me. Or ever think of me again. It's hard when you think so much about leaving everything without a second thought and never come back. Just fuck life and everything. I'm tired of living. Tired of hurting. Tired of every single thing. I can't be alone because then I think and then everything goes down hill. But I guess I'll be alone for awhile, not sure if I'll be updating this anymore.
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RandomFighting everyday but never helps.. alone in the world and no one will ever notice. Invisible to others and fight depression more than I should. Days I just want to end it all. But then I can't from my friends. I can't leave them.. but I want to. I...
