The worse kind of pain is when someone close to you does something. It seems like I'm getting on everyone's nerves.. and annoying them. But I don't know what I'm doing to make them not like me. I just mess everything up and everything crashes around me. I'm a fuck up.. and no one can change that about me. People hate me.. but could it be because I'm a fuck up? Or that I'm annoying? I've been called annoying so many times.. it hurts because it changes you.. a lot.. you start to think you annoy everyone so you distance yourself from all your friends and it changes how you act. Why can't people be nice and not be ass holes?
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RandomFighting everyday but never helps.. alone in the world and no one will ever notice. Invisible to others and fight depression more than I should. Days I just want to end it all. But then I can't from my friends. I can't leave them.. but I want to. I...
