Life Till Death

Chapter fifteen

I'm standing in the kitchen making my pancakes when Damon enters. He wasn't here when I woke up, so I'm not sure what he was up to. "Good morning" he says while sitting down at the island. I just give him a small smile and go back to cooking. I'm not sure what I'm going to do, Harper has no way of getting in contact with me. "Can I have my phone back?" I decided to ask, since we're not in danger anymore. "Why?" i know he doesn't trust me but I need to talk to Harper. "I miss my mom and I'd like to text my friends again." I didn't think I'd need to explain this. "Well too bad" He pulls out his phone and starts texting someone. I figured he wouldn't give me my phone back, he knows I'd run away again. "You're an asshole." I put my pancakes on my plate and start to walk off to my room. "Mhmm" Ugh, I'm gonna get away from this man.

I eat my pancakes, while watching tv in my room. Lunis is laying on the bed next to me, sleeping. Lunis has no idea we're with a killer. Damon told me that he took the kittens to a shelter for me, hopefully they find good homes. I can't leave Lunis here, but I don't know how I am going to be able to sneak out with him. 

After a few hours I head back into the kitchen to grab a drink and notice a bottle of wine. I debate whether or not I should drink it. "Fuck it." I grab the whole bottle and take in back in my room with me. He probably won't even notice that it's gone anyways. 

I'm about half way through my bottle of wine, when Damon comes in the room. " You're drinking?" He looks like he is upset with me, but I don't know what he expects me to do all day. It gets so boring, just doing nothing all day. "Yeah, why not?" He walks over and takes the bottle out of my hand. "You're becoming just like your friend Harper!" He yells at me. I don't know what the hell he is on about. "What the fuck are you talking about? I felt like having some wine" I'm a little drunk, but that's because I hardly drink. " I don't want you to end up like harper,Rayna" he leans down so his face is closer and I have the urge to slap him, so I end up slapping him. His face turns from my slap and I can see his cheek becoming red. 

He turns his head back and looks at me "Are you fucking stupid, love?" He grabs me by my neck and pushes me back into my pillow. This time he is actually choking me, I claw my hands at his arms to let go, as I begin to panic. "Don't ever slap me again. Do you understand?" I nod my head yes and he lets me go. I let out a loud inhale and I can feel the tears on my cheeks. "I'm sorry" I whisper to him. I shouldn't have slapped him, I know he's a psycho. He tucks my hair behind my ear and gives me a kiss on the cheek. "Don't let it happen again" he then turns and walks out the room. I look over and grab the bottle of wine he sat on the table and take another swig. I don't know how long I'm going to be able to handle this man.

I finish my bottle of wine after about an hour of drinking it, I decide that I'm going to see if there's anymore to drink. I just wanna be numb and not feel anything. Looking through the kitchen cabinets I find a bottle of whiskey, I'm not a big fan of whiskey but I'll have some anyways. I pour myself a glass with some coke, so it's not as bad. I stand there and chug down my drink and pour myself another glass. "What are you doing" I'm caught off guard by Damons voice. "I'm having another drink" I'm sure he could tell I was drunk from my voice, but I didn't care. I feel him come up behind me and put his hands on my waist. "You're not being a good girl." He brings his face to my neck and starts to leave kisses. I don't know why he thinks he can just choke me and then try and kiss me. "Can you not" I push his hands off of me, but he pushes me into the counter. "Behave" He pulls my hair so he has more access to my neck. I grunt as he starts kissing my neck again. "Stop it" I whisper to him. my legs feel weak and my is spinning. "Shh" he turns me around and picks me up onto the counter. I am now almost the same height as him. "You're drunk, aren't you?" he pulls my shirt over my head, and I don't fight him back.

"Maybe I am, it's not your concern" I slur, while he stares at my chest. Thankfully I'm wearing a bra. He chuckles at me "You are my concern, princess" He has way too many pet names for me. I cross my arms over my chest and huff "No i'm not, princess" Now I could just have a death wish at this point. He pulls me closer to him by my waist and dips his head down to leave kisses along my chest. His hand cupping my breast, ignoring what I just said to him. I push his hand away from touching me and try to push his chest so I can get down, but he hardly moves an inch.

He picks me up and carries me into his bedroom, and lays me on his bed. "What are you doing?" I ask him. "I'm going to make you mine" I'm not sure what he means by that. He pulls away from me a little and starts to pull my pants down. "Whoa, Buddy" I grab his hands and try to stop him from pulling them all the way off, but he is stronger than me, and I lose the battle. " You're beautiful, love." I cringe at his comment. "I'm not having sex with you, Damon" The alcohol is starting to catch up with me even more, and I feel like I'm going to vomit on him. "And Why's that, kid?" I give him a look of utter distain and try pushing him away again. "Harper and Tony are gonna save me" He pulls away from me and I can tell I hit a nerve. "You still think that Harper is really gonna save you, huh?" He laughs at me and shakes his head. " She was the one who told me where you were, Sweetheart" I don't trust him, he is probably trying to put me against her. "I doubt that, Asshole" I stick up my middle finger, right up to his face. He knocks my hand outta his face "I'll show you" He pulls his phone out of his pocket and clicks on a voicemail. It's harpers voice telling him where to found us. That if she hands me over, her and Tony will be safe. I can feel my heart sink into my stomach, there's no where she would betray me. "I don't believe it. She would never just abandon me." He puts his phone on the night stand and he is now sitting next to me. Thankfully he has stopped trying to have sex with me. " Your friend, isn't you friend. She made a deal." He was just looking at me with petty In his eyes. Here I sit in my underwear and bra next to this insane man, and he is looking at me with petty. "Where is she?" He shrugs his shoulders " I didn't ask, I let them go. That's why I didn't kill Tony." Now here I thought I saved them. I'm not sure what to believe right now. "What would've happened If I refused to go with you then?" I wondered if he would've killed them or if they would've let him take me. "I would've just taken you with me, Harper and Tony knew they had to put on a show. They weren't actually going to stop me." I'm heartbroken that Harper would do this to me. "Why did you kill Hunter?" He looks taken back from this question, but still answers "He was getting in the way. He also tried to kill you." I just stare at him with a blank face. I am too drunk for this conversation. "Okay" I say in a hush tone. I am unsure if I'm going to be able to get away from this situation on my own. He gets up and heads out of the room, I pull the covers up over me to cover my body. I'm not sure how to take this all in, all I wanted was to drink away my pain. Now I'm left with so much more than I started this say off with. Damon enters back in the room with a bottle of water and sits it beside me on the night stand. " You need to sleep it off" I look up at him and wonder how someone so beautiful could be so evil. "I don't wanna stay here" He laughs and walks over to the other side of the bed, and takes his pants and shirt off before laying down.

"Good luck" He simply says, while turning off the lamp on his side. I lay down and feel the room spinning again. I am starting to regret drinking so much, I can't sleep when it feels like the bed is moving. "I need food" I mumble to Damon. "Get me food. I can't sleep." He huffs and gets up, mumbling something under his breath. I turn on Tv while he is off getting my food, or I least I hope that's what his doing.

20 minutes later he returns with a McDonald's bag and soda. "Here this should help soak up some of the alcohol." He hands me my drink and bag, I dig in right away. He got me a Big Mac and chicken nuggets. "Thank you" After shoving my face with food, I start to feel a little better and start to doze off. "Goodnight, princess" I feel a kiss on my forehand, and I finally let sleep take over.