After class,
Sam and Mon went out for a lunch together. They're talking about some random stuffs while waiting for their order.
Mon talks a lot about her dream and Sam could see the excitement on her eyes. She's just staring at the woman infront of her talking and she couldn't help but to feel sad for her when Mon mentioned her dream with her in the future.
'How can I tell her I'm dying?' Sam thought.
'I don't want to take her happiness away from her.'
'How can I tell her that I can't promise her my forever?'
'I'm afraid that one day, I'm going to leave her.'
'How can I tell her that?'
"Baby- Sam, are you okay?"
Sam snapped from her thoughts when Mon holds her hand that was place at the top of the table.
"Why are you crying?" She asked worriedly.
She didn't realized her tears fell down to her cheeks. She quickly wiped it using her hand.
Sam shook her head and smiled. "Nothing, Baby. I'm just happy na kasama ako sa future plans mo."
"Ofcourse. I want to grow old with you, Babe." Mon smiled sweetly. "You promised me, right? You won't leave me." She added.
Sam felt a pain in her chest hearing those words to Mon.
'Should I tell her now? No, not now.' She said at the back of her head.
She smiled and nods her head. "Ofcourse. I don't have any plan on leaving you."
"Good then. I love you, Bunny."
"I love you more, Kitten."
After they spent the whole day together, Sam drove her girlfriend home.
"When is your next audition?" Sam asked her.
"Next week. Why?"
"Aren't you going to ask me to come?"
Mon smiled. "Sam, I want you to come. But I don't want to expect...."
Sam sighed. "I'm sorry...."
Mon held her hand. "Hey, don't be. I'm not saying this just to make you feel guilty or sad but I just want you to prioritize all the important things in your life right now...."
"and you are important to me, baby." Sam told her. "I'm trying my best to be there for you always and I'm still trying my best to stay still just to be with you. I swear, I'm trying." Sam couldn't help but to cry. Her tears streamed down on her cheeks.
Mon cupped her face and wiped her tears. "Don't cry, baby. Please. It's hurting me. I know you're trying and I'm still grateful dahil despite of your busy life, you still making time just to spend time with me. Sam, you've been there for me since we were a little. You're always there for me, kahit anong gawin ko, kahit nasaan ako, anong maging desisyon ko sa lahat ng bagay, lagi kang nandyan to support me and this time, it's my turn, I want to return the favor. I got your back, my love. Kung meron kang dapat gawin, do it. Don't think about me dahil lagi lang akong nandito for you. Maghihintay sayo."
Sam smiled and her tears kept on falling.
"Hush now, baby. Please."
"Thank you, Baby. I love you always. You are so sweet to me." She said.
