bullied

chapter16

so well i was in the hospital, i was so mad at my self for not eating but at lest with the feeding tube the food was stay down, which was good, but my mom, was sad that she could not stay with me as she had to get home for my sister destiny, it was just horrible i did not like the hospital but it was kind of my fault for not eating i really should have eaten something, but it was to late to change that now, but i was not to late to change my life.

"nurse" i called

"yes Samantha" she said

"when will my mom be back" i asked

"not in till tomorrow when your sister goes to school" she said

"oh OK well do you think i could make a phone call" i asked

"why yes you can" she said

so i called my friends i knew they where lunch and they would want to know how i was doing, so i gave them a call they were glad to hear from me, they had so many questions.

"wow guys slow down" i said

"sorry Sammy we just miss you so much" they all said

"i know but you guys can come and see me after school if you want" i said

"OK we will be there after school we miss you Sammy get well soon" they all said

"ok guys i will thanks" i said

"sorry Sammy we got to go time for class" they said

"ok bye guys" i said

then we all hung up i was sad and alone my mom went to get my sister because she went home sick and i was alone and i thought i am just a kid and life is a night mare, i know that is not fair and no body cares cause i am alone in the world, but i was not alone just because i was alone right now did not mean i would be alone for ever that i would just be alone for a bit longer well my friends were at school just then a doctor came in and sat with me and talked to me and asked my questions about why i did not eat i told him i was depressed about my friends death then he talked to me and told me what i can to get the help i need to get out of that life and back to my self, i was heart broken, my dad just walked out about a year ago and now i was losing friends.

just then my friends got there they had bad news for me. i was so worried when they came in with the look they had on their face i thought did they do something bad are the bring me bad news. just then Leah talked

"i am sorry samantha but we just cant be friends any more" said leah

"why" i said

"because i be friends with some one that does not eat" said Leah

"but that not a good enough reason" i said

"don't worry Samantha i will still be your friend" said hope

"thanks hope now leave my room Leah and delete my number if you don't want to be friends any more" i said

"fine i will" said leah

then she left right after she deleted my number off her phone i started to cry me and Leah have been friends for ever, and i did not want to lose her as a friend but hey if she did not want to be my friend that was fine with me.

"it will be ok" said hope

"ya i hope so" i said

"don't worry things always happen for a reason" said hope

"i hope you are right hope" i said

"well i better get going to get back to the school bye Sammy" said hope

"bye hope and please come and see me again" i said

then hope left and sat there in my room crying because i was just so upset about what Leah had done she left me in my time of need, a nurse heard me crying and she came in and talked to me i told her what Leah had done to me and that i was heart broken about what she had done and that i lost a best friend. then she told me that she must not have been a best friend then that she had a friend do that to her when she was younger she was hospitalized for a lot of different things and when she need her best friend she walked out on her too, i felt really sorry for her but at lest she knew my pain.

weeks went by i could finally eat on my own and keep the food down i was very happy, i could finely go home and stay with my family. i was so happy.