bullied

chapter 23

a month went by i was 3 months pregnant  and i was getting fatter and fatter, i was so mad that my sister was still waiting for her surgery, so it was still me and my brother.

"come on sis we need to get to school" he yelled

"coming" i yelled

i went down stairs and i was all dressed my brother had a nice lunch made for me, i was not happy with what i had, it was a healthy soup, and crackers no junk food, it was all healthy, but i guess it was the only way to keep me fit, so i could have a healthy  baby, i still did not know if it was a boy or girl but it was to soon to tell any way all i knew was that it was healthy. i could not wait to have the baby and loss all this weight.

when we got to the school, every one just stopped and looked at me, i was OK with it, i was used to it, i was very OK with it. when i got out i said good bye to Joe and left and went in the school there where all kinds of posters up for the father child day at the school, i started to cry, then Lucie, Emily, Sarah, jasmine walked up.

"every one look we have a cry baby in the school" said Sarah

"we don't want cry babies in this school" said Lucie

"ya don't you just go home" said Emily

"why don't you just leave me alone" i said

"no cry baby" said jasmine

"i have a reason to be sad" i said

"ya right you got in shit with the police" said Sarah

"no i did not" i said

"we saw you leave with the police a few days ago and the always drop you off and pick you up" said Emily

"ya so there are just looking over me as my mom is in the hospital with my sister" i said

"ya right i am so sure" said jasmine

" just leave me alone" i said

then i walked away, and went to English, the teacher has something to say.

"class we are having a day where your dads will come in and talk to us about there jobs, as a special day then the next day you will be going to there work then you have to write a paragraph, about what they do." she said

just then i started to cry she came over to me and asked me to step out of the class and that she would be out in a bit. she started the class on their work and came out to the hall.

"is every thing OK Samantha" she asked

" ya i guess it just that i have a problem with the project" i said

"oh and what would that be" she said

"well my dad just died a month ago" i said

"oh i see your problem" she said

"ya is there any way i can still do it" i said

"well there what if you got your mom" she said

"my mom is in the hospital with me sister" i said

"do you have a brother or big sister" she asked

"yes i do i have a big brother" i said

"well he could come in and do it for your dad and if you want i can talk to the principle about him coming to the father day too if you wanted" she said

"yes that would work thanks so much" i said

soon school was over and the principle had called me to the office and then i had to go out and get my brother.

"hello there officer Joseph" said Mr Thompson

"yes and how can i help you" he said

" well you sister told the teacher about what had happened to your dad, and that she was your brother" Mr Thompson said

"yes well that is good" said my brother

"well we were hoping she could have you come for fathers day here at the school" said Mr Thompson

"yes I could do that" he said

" why That is great and she also need to go with you on father day of work it is a day where they go and see what you do then they have to wright a paragraph about it." said Mr Thompson.

"why yes that works out great" said my brother.

"why that is great" said Mr Thompson

Then we left and we went to go home my brother was quit the ride home in till i said some thing

"so i guess it is out now" i said

"ya i guess it is" he said

then we laughed the way home i thought some of the time to what if i did kill my self then i never get to see my brother again, or even my child that i was carry, but i could not take all the bull shit any more.

when we got home after dinner he went to bed he was beat, i went to him room where he was stay and i grab the gun and i left his room before he knew i was there. i went to my room and i put the gun in my school bag i was going to kill them before they had the worse in me.