bullied

chapter 24

well it was time for school again my brother had no clue i had the gun, i was really worried he would know i took it, but lucky for me i did not get caught, i made it to school with the gun, so i was OK but for how long?

soon it was time for lunch when was i going to do the shooting of them i was not sure, i guess i would wait in till they said some thing to me, but i spook to soon they come over and yelled at me, called me, names, and every sang me a poem "twink twink little whore close your legs your not a door your going to catch an STD, they only like you cause your free, twink twink little whore this is a school not Jersey shore". i broke out in to tears then it was time for our last 2 class i went to my locker and grab the gun, i was not proud but i was still going to do it, i knew all the girls went to drama together, so i knew where to go. i hide the gun in till i got to the room, then i pulled it out and walked in the class, every one screamed, and ran to hide, i just stood there and pointed at them, the teacher then called the police with her cell and they came to the school as fast as they could.

then they came and they had to put the school on lock down, the police walked in to the drama room, it was my brother and few of his friends, he walked over to me.

"sis you don't have to do this" he said

"brother you don't know the pain they put me throw and the things that have done or even called me" i said

"yes but sis just put the gun down we can help you out" he said

"no i want them gone then i will be fine" i said

"sis but do you want to be in jail" he said

"no i just want the pain to stop" i said

"then put the gun down and come to me we will help you that is why we are here" he said

"but you don't know what i have been throw from them" i said

"i do i know some of the pain you are going through" said officer mike

"how" i said

" well i was like you a good kid never got in trouble in till high school because i was bullied, i was bullied from grade 5 all way to grade 12" mike said

"wow that is alone time" i said

"yes it was but you know what i did i told some one, i told a teacher a principle , mom, or even a big sister, or brother who ever would listen and when things got to bad and i thought of killing my self, or even them , my mom knew something had to be done, she called the police and they helped me, and the bulling did stop after i told some one" mike said

"but we tried that we told the principle , and teachers, and even the police" i said

"but we tried to help if they where still bulling you we could have done something else" said Mr Thompson

"yes you should have told some one they where keeping it up" my brother said

"i know but i could not take the crap any more" i said

"i know now put the gun down and we can help you" my brother said

just then I stopped point the gun at them I then pointed it at my head.

"sis please don't do this you have so much to live for" said my brother

"yes but I just want to be in place i belong maybe i just want to be with dad" i said

"yes Sam i know you miss dad but really you have a great life" he said

"no you only see a good life i see a bad life where i am bulled every day but you don't see that" i said

"yes sis i know but we can help" he said

"brother no OK i am done getting help" i said

just then my brother started to cry

"please sis listen to me" he said

the principal was taking students out of the room at the time

"fine you have 5 minutes" i said

"thanks sis now i want you to think really hard before you do this what about you little sister, do you want her to grow up and not know her big sister, and what about me what am i support to tell my kids, when they see you photo on the wall" he said

"i don't know" i said

just then i took the gun down from my head  i walked over to my brother and i hand him the gun, he looked at me with the scare in his eyes, i know he was mad at me.

"sis you did the right thing come with me, and we will go home " said my brother

"just a minute she can't do that then not be in trouble for that she was going to shoot up a school" mike said

"yes I know mike but I think she will learn with being grounded for a month" my brother said

"yes and she will learn with being suspended for 3 days too" said Mr Thompson

"I am really sorry" I Said

"OK Joe will tell boss that it was a cry for help that the Only person she was going to hurt was her self " said mike

"thanks guys now I need to get her home" said Joe

We got in the police car he did not look to happy with me. He looked kind of mad at me what had a done and why did I do it.

"well sis we stopped you from doing something really stupid and getting sent to jail like really" he said

"I am sorry I did not want to it just that they have been bulling me for a long time" I said

"yes but it would not have helped you would have gotten made fun of even more for killing 4 kids" he said

Just then over the radio he heard the boss calling for all units that there was a child Being abused at home from her father. Joe then turned on his lights and raced to the scene of the crime. He told me to stay in the car I saw the number on the house it was Leah's house I was really worried about her was it her or her younger brother just then the police brought out a man in hand cuffs and my brother came over.

"is Leah OK and her little brother" I asked

"no little sis she is dead with her brother and mother" he said

"no she can't be I would have saw something at the school I would have noticed something wrong" I said

Then it all came to me all the cut and other things I knew something was wrong but I did not say anything I was really mad at my self for not say anything but I could not help her any way she would not tell me truth any ways so I was down to one friend.

My brother then got in the car and we headed home I did not say anything to him I just sat there quietly then I turned on my phone there was some 

Missed calls it was from mom and hope. So I called mom back she saw on the news what I had done but they told them that I was going to shoot my self and not hurt the other kids I tried to explain but she kept yelling so I hung up the phone and called hope back. She told me what was on my Facebook wall that I was a crazy killer and I would kill people in their sleep If they where not careful. I was pissed about that. That I look down and started to cry then my brother stopped the car.

"you OK little sis" he asked

"no I am not now there are thing being said that I am killer" I said

"Sis but I think it is for the best if you close you Facebook account and make a new one in a few months when thing calm down" he said

"OK will you help me" I asked

"yes I will" he said

When we got home me and him went to my room and took out my laptop and we sent my email to just a few of my friends from camp and that was it then we closed my Facebook account it was gone I had nothing to worry about any more. Then I went to bed.