bullied

chapter 28

when I got home no one was there, mom was out at work and Jessica was out with her friends, and sister was at school, and brother was going back to work, so I put Tasha in her crib in my room, I took out a piece of paper and I wrote my finally good byes, It was hard to say goodbye but I could not take being bullied any more, so I gave up hope. then I took out my knife did a few more cuts then I went and found a rope, and then I hung it from my celling fan I tied a knot, and put my head in I started to cry, I knew this was the end, I kicked my chair over, I was hanging there

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a few hours later my brother got home and Tasha was screaming he come to my door and knocked, there was not answer, he knocked again, still no answer, so he opened the door and saw me hang there, he acted fast, he pulled me out of the rope and started CPR, think I had just did then he picked up the phone and called 911 and told them I committed suicide, the police and paramedics came, he took the baby out of the room, my mom had just got home to see the police and paramedics there brother handed her the baby.

"I am so sorry she is gone" said the female paramedic

my brother was in tears he found the note I had wrote

"dearest family I am sorry it had to be this way but no one was doing any thing about my bully's so I had give hope, I am so sorry please give Tasha, a good home and mom please take good care of her, and don't ever let what happened to me happen to her please do something if she is bullied, don't let her kill herself too, I love you and don't worry about me I am safe with dad, he will take good care of me un till you guys get up here too, maybe now people will stop bulling, and brother, I am so sorry I know you told me not to do again, but I had to this time maybe now the police can do something and make cases when some comes to them and says they have been bullied, now I hang here I love you and will miss you" the note said

the next day at school the principle came over the PA,

"students teacher there has been a death, of some dear to the school, Samantha has committed suicide last night, she was dear student the funeral will be held for her next Saturday and the school counsellor is here to talk to any one she knew and that is taking this hard please go see if when ever you need" said Mr Thompson

"I can't believe she is gone" said hope

"she was a great person" said Sarah

" wait you are the reason she is dead" said hope

"ya so she still was a great person" said Sarah

"still you are the reason she is dead" said hope

"ok class that is enough" said Mrs kelly

just then there was a line up out side Jill's office.

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know you know bulling hurts and can end in death, but most inmport you know the story of Samantha and what she went though, sorry it had to end this way but she plays up in heaven and watchs over me, and her wonder 5 year old daughter.