i feel like you're playing with me
you did barely anything and i managed to have a crush on you
i hate this so much
i hate that i somehow like you
i hate your personality
your stupid face
i hate you so much
i hate my heart
i hate straight girls
god i hate myself
why am i always liking the wrong person?
why do i hurt myself emotionally so many times?
i'm so stupid
god i hate this so much
why, why, why, why?
i'm so confused
i wish i was straight
i wish i was a guy
i wish i wasn't like this
people disgust me
yet i crave for their attention
i want to just trap myself in my room
should i stop talking to people?
it would be easier wouldn't it
staying silent forever
not saying a thing
keep everything inside
lock everything up
don't show anything
be cold and harsh
wouldn't that be so, so much better?
(wrote this a few days ago but unpublished because i wasn't sure about posting this)
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escapism
Romancewriting a letter/poem? when i feel emo or "in love" join me as i go through teenage feelings LMAO updates are spontaneous, it depends on if there's anything happening in my life. enjoy reading my horrendous writing!
