when i first laid my eyes on her, the first thought that came into my head was, "she's breathtaking."
she made me want to protect her immediately
i loved watching her read in class
passing notes secretly without the teacher noticing during social studies, watching netflix on her chromebook while holding hands, and stealing her books during lunch just so she could pay attention to only me.
she's my first love.
the only one who has ever liked me back.
yet i broke up with her on impulse.
why? you may ask.
well, i'd call it right person wrong time almost.
i miss her so much
you have no idea how badly i miss her.
i miss the warmth of her hand, her beautiful smile, her laugh that is so similar to mine, and her scent, god how i miss the way her eyes light up instantly when we lock eyes.
i'm going to start over with her, i don't care what my friends say.
she is the one that makes me happy, the one that brightens my day, my week even.
there is so much more to learn about her, i want her to be my girlfriend again, mine and i'll be hers again.
i'll take it slow this time, i won't rush as much.
i'll communicate with her, i won't lose her again.
my heart aches for her, so i will start over.
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escapism
Romancewriting a letter/poem? when i feel emo or "in love" join me as i go through teenage feelings LMAO updates are spontaneous, it depends on if there's anything happening in my life. enjoy reading my horrendous writing!
