i just wanna feel something
am i going back to my old habits?
doing something stupid cause i'm bored?
most likely so
i'm pathetic
i'm tired of all of this
i'm putting so much effort into this goddamn "book"
pouring my heart out isn't the right option is it?
i'm getting soft, i need to toughen up again
i'm losing hope about this whole thing
should i just give up on you?
i'm so tired of being lesbian
so, so tired of this
i don't even get to shed a tear tonight.
just tear-filled eyes, unable to break out
who do you really like?
just tell me to stop liking you
just one simple "i'm sorry, i don't like you back"
please, i can't stand it anymore tonight
you with the eyes that sparkle
do you like me back?
i want to end this just as fast as we moved
maybe i'm being too sensitive tonight
maybe it's just my head making me sad
maybe you might actually like me
but do you?
YOU ARE READING
escapism
Romancewriting a letter/poem? when i feel emo or "in love" join me as i go through teenage feelings LMAO updates are spontaneous, it depends on if there's anything happening in my life. enjoy reading my horrendous writing!
