why do i act like this around you?

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when we lock eyes on each other in the hallways it feels like i'm burning
burning like the sun, my face heats up from just one look at you
you make me feel like a fool around you
i make it so obvious and yet i'm so nervous
there is no way i can be with you now
yet you're so bold to me how?
do you think of me like how i think of you?
do you know how much i want you?
do i make you feel the same?
are we moving too fast?
are you just toying with my heart?
i desperately want to be with you
yet i simply cannot, it is not right
your eyes, they mesmerize me just like a deer in headlights
they shine like the moon and the stars, do you feel this too?
your smile, so bright and genuine it makes me smile as well
i want you so badly
i want just one sign that you want me too
is this one-sided?
i want to learn so much more about you
you deserve everything
but do you really?
i've only known you for a short while
why am i going all out now?
something about you hypnotizes me
god you are so hard to ignore
why are you doing this to me?
you keep making me feel ridiculous

why do i act like this around you?

i'm drafting this later

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