overthinking

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i tell others to not overthink things but i'm really the one who needs it most
i jump to conclusions sometimes and overthink things till i feel guilty and queasy about it
i'm sorry that i'm like this
i'm sorry if i'm too touchy and invade your space
i just act this way because i like you
i want your attention
i want your eyes on me
i want you to talk to me about yourself
i adore you when you do the most clumsiest things even if it's saying dumb things
please tell me if you're uncomfortable with me, i can stop
i think this silly crush on you is useless
i feel like a fool for liking you
i think that you don't like me when we don't talk much
i should distance myself from you
but i can't get away from those eyes
i can't stop my eyes from wandering around to find you
just like a magnet, i can't seem to pull away
you have an immense effect on me in such a short time
i need to put my attention on something or someone else
but you're a sight for sore eyes to someone like me
i wish i could tell you this at school but i'm scared
scared of losing our new friendship, i rely on writing

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