If you think this was easy, you're wrong.
To watch someone you love fall into the hands of some other girl. But I mean come on its for the best. They'll both be happier in the end.
And before you think it my story is not going to end in happiness. No it'll end with dread and heart break along with enough guilt to last a lifetime. I won't get the guy, he won't pick me up and twirl me around when he realises it's me who he truly wants. Mostly cause I'm not and well, you'll see.
Yes if you're reading this I am dead and that's okay with me because I know I died fighting mentally or physically. Sam always said no one could take the fight from my eyes. I blushed then, I had a sneaking suspicion that he may have liked me more than just a sister figure. Ha. Looking back on it now this whole thing could have been avoided but I waltzed right into you boys' lives and screwed everything up. I love Sam Winchester admittedly but believe me when I say I'd tell him if I could at the moment it's kind of a difficult task. It was bad enough trying to talk to him when he had a face full of bitch 24/7 now it's a different struggle. Excuse me for my avoidance of the situation as this is a spur of the moment idea. Oh his eyes have lost their color. The crimson leaking and oozing from him is sickening in away like never before. This was my fault. I mean not entirely I would never have put the knife to his throat myself but the bitch that he was dating smokes out and hijacked my body for a joy ride. I am writing this for you Dean. I am writing this so that when Sam comes back, because he will, I want you to tell him it was her. But don't expect to see me again. I am selling my soul and hell knows how long they'll give me. Undoubtedly you've realised why. This has always happened and always will but until I am dead, heed my warning if either of you try to find me I'll be pissed. Don't grieve cause there is nothing left of me anyways. I am a walking shell of a person and I. Deserve. To die.
With all due respect screw off you ass and enjoy your new and improved life.
YOU ARE READING
Supernatural One Shots and imagines
FanficTo Request: For One shots Name: Age you want to be: Basic descripition of your physical aperence and personality: Pairing: Situation (if you have a specific one in mind) : For ships and imagines Pairing: Situation (if you have a specific one i...
