𝗘𝗻𝗵𝘆𝗽𝗲𝗻 𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘁𝘀

Jay || Anxiety ✓

(T/W : mention of anxiety)

Take a deep breath.
Breath in. Breath out. Breath in. Breath out.

I put my hand on my chest.

I don't know. I've been experiencing anxiety from the past few weeks. Even small things makes me anxious.

I've this chemistry teacher of mine, who's really aggressive. I really didn't mind his behaviour. But he gives me anxiety now. The way he talk aggressively. He don't know how to talk normally. And when someone cries he makes that person feel more embarrassed.

Red Flag in a teacher right?

Today I forgot to complete my chemistry assignment. I knew I was dead today.

I kept glancing at the entrance of the class, thinking he'll come in any moment.

" You okay?"
I looked at the concerned person. It was Jay. The person I needed the most right now.

He knew about my anxiety. It was visible to him.

"I didn't do assignment." I said feeling the urge to cry.

"Hey it's ok." He said.
"Come here." He said cautiously while glancing at the gate.

The teacher hated our bond.
He hugged me and patted my back.

"It's ok, everything's will be fine. You have me ok?" He said as I nodded.

He quickly led go of me and sat behind me.

The teacher entered the class.

"Deep breath, deep breath." I said to myself.

"Everyone take out your notebooks." He said.

He checked everyone's notebook and came to my desk.

He cleared his throat and said, "look, who we have here. Miss Y/n."

He took my copy on his hand and went through it.

And here it begins.

"Ohh... So do you have any new excuse of not doing your homework? Were you sick? Was your mom sick? Were you outside? Were you homeless? Were you...." He continued saying things.

"Relax yn" I said to myself.

Anxiety started to rise up in me. I didn't realise but I was breathing heavily.

"Sir stop it." Jay said.
"Oh, well I didn't ask for your interruption. Sit down Park." He said.

He sat down in anger. He can't tolerate this behaviour knowing that the person infront of him is having anxiety.

The teacher slammed his hand on the desk making me flinch.

"S-sorry sir-" I said choking in between my tears.

"Why are you crying? Did I hit you? No right? Then why-" he said making me cry even more.

"Sir it's enough. I am calling the principal right now." Jay said and took me out of the class.

At this moment I was shaking crying very badly.

"Hey it's ok... Relax, he's not here anymore. Relax" he said while hugging me and caressing my back.

I kept crying and crying and crying.

After a good 15 minutes I stopped and looked at him.
"I am sorry. I was not able to control myself. I am sor-" before continuing, I started crying again.

"Shhh... It's ok. He'll be out of this school soon. Don't worry." He said.

"Let's call it a day ok? You need rest. I'll talk to the class teacher ok?" He said as I nodded.

I was glad to have him by my side. The only comfort zone.

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