𝗘𝗻𝗵𝘆𝗽𝗲𝗻 𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘁𝘀

Sunghoon || Falling out ✓

People say, there are many phases of love.

The very First phase, I know is the phase in which we fall in love.

A lot of people in this world, experience this phase. Even if that love is fake, they still experience it.

Some people are grateful to have their loved ones and I wish I was one of them.

I anxiously looked at the cafe door, waiting for the person, with whom I wanted to spend the rest of my life.

I just can't keep this act forever, sooner or later, the other person have to know. And I guess, it's the time.

I looked around the cafe, it brought back all the memories. The day we first met. The day I fell in love with her.

The thing is, I feel like shit. I was supposed to keep up the promise, but promises are meant to break, right?

I heard the jiggling of the bell, my gaze moved towards the door. It was her. I bitterly smiled at her as she walked towards me.

She sat infront of me and ordered her regular drink. I kept looking at her this whole time, regretting every second.

"So, what's the plan for today?" She asked.

I gulped. "Nothing, just wanted to spend the time with you." I said. I was at the urge to cry but I controlled myself. I just can't...

I can't do this. I wanted to run away from this situation. I wanted to die.

I wish I never loved her.

She kept saying things about how her day went. It was music to my ears few months ago. But now? What happened? Where did it go wrong? She was enough for me. She was everything I dreamt of.

I took a deep sigh.

"Hoon... Are you okay?" She asked with concern. She held my hand. I wanted to remove my hand from there but I just can't.

I fake smiled at her and nodded. I took her out of the cafe and walked towards a park.

We both sat at one of the bench where we had our first date. The date, where everything was perfectly fine.

I looked at her and already saw her looking at me. I couldn't control myself. Tears started to stream down to my cheeks.

"Hoon?" She asked with full concern.

"I- I am- I am sor-" I choked on my own tears. I was crying too badly.

"Hoon what happened?" She asked and tried to hug me. I pushed her slightly.

"I am sor-sorry- I- I br- broke the pr- promise w-we made-." I said while choking on my tears.

"What pr- hoon?" She said. She tried to digest the sentence I just said.

I kept crying and looked into her eyes. I was too ashamed to make an eye contact with her.

"I am full of- sh-shame ri-right n-now. I a-am s-sor-ry I failed at protecting our r-relati-on-." I said and cried more.

Tears started to stream down to her cheeks too. I held her hand and said, "I don't know when, but it happened. I-i tr-tried to love you. I don't feel the same anymore."

We both were a crying mess right now. I shouldn't have done that, but did I have any other choice?

I wiped my tears and stood up from there.

"I wanted to spend the last day with you. Which I did and don't regret, but I am really sorry for what I've done to you." I said and left her hand.

She kept crying there, making my heart shattered into pieces.

I loved her, and I wish I could love her forever.

>Thank You<