Yunjin Pov:
I went back to korea, i've been a trainee for what? 2 years now? and honestly.. i can't forget y/n. i regret that i said what i said and that we broke up in that way.
I didn't even properly break up with her. I unblocked her, she seems to not have know, it's been over 2 years, if she remembers it'll be shocking. But i'm planned to debut.
Thankfully i'm meeting them soon. I hope they're nice. But about the y/n situation, i was immature. I regret what i did. It was stupid. i begged her to stay, i promised.
I made her love me and then left her. I didn't think about her for a while but i had a dream about like 4 months ago and now i can't get her out of my mind.
I found her social media pages and started following them, i don't post myself or use my real name so i'm not sure if she know it's me.
I can tell she's doing pretty well though, she seems happy. I've even texted her a few times and she followed me back, we're friends. I used the name 'Jenny' though..
It's good knowing you're okay and still having a good time, y/n. And honestly, i fell in love with her all over again.
It may sound weird since it's only text but seeing the cute and funny videos she posts that her friends take of her.
The cute photos she post, the way we talk always everything about literally just anything, it remind me of the times before i made the worst mistake in my life.
When i started talking to her again, that's when it clicked, i'm not over her. Not one bit. and not only am i not over her, i'm still in love with her.
She again, has me wrapped around her finger, her laugh, her smile, she's matured as well.. as always beautiful, but if it's even possible, she got prettier.
I think i feel back in love 3 months ago.. when i started talking to her a lot. Y/n.. i really want to try again with you. I hope we can meet again one day, please don't hate me for what i did to you.
The dream was weird, the only thing i can remember is that she was crying in my arms and sobbing about how i left her there like that.. is that why i feel so regretful? i didn't think about it much until these last few months.
"yunjin" someone called out as i raised my head, time to meet the members i'm debuting with.. Sakura and chaewon unnie? my jaw immediately dropped as the greetings started.
...
It's been like what? 2 months since then? we're meeting 3 more members today.. we met kazuha via facetime yet we don't know who the last 2 are..
Kazuha came in first, she seemed to be talking to the other member, they were both laughing a bit.. that laugh.. it can't be. There's no way. Y/n?
I froze and so did she, she just bit her bottom lip and continued to speak, keeping the door open for our last member.. hong eunchae. Y/n avoided eye contact with me the whole time.
I let out a soft sigh as she was forced to sit beside me, i could feel my eyes were filled with guilt as i stared at her. She didn't look back. She looked at everyone but me.
Fuck.
Y/n i'm so sorry..
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FanfictionYunjin and Y/n, two girls from produce 48. Connected through the english language and quickly became close. Since they're so close with each other What happens when one catches feelings? Will they be able to last through koreas homophobia? Finall...