''Fuck, could you go any slower?!''
''Be patient you slut, daddy's orders''
Vanessa got kidnapped and was held hostage for 365 days by her high school sweetheart, Alex.
Little did he know she'd fall for someone else...
TRIGGER WARNING*
rape
sexual...
I don't know if I'm in a dream or a nightmare, if I wanna keep sleeping or if I wanna wake up. I mean I just found out that I was carrying a bunch of gas and fluids for 8-fucking-months. I was speaking to a phantom, phantom pregnancy, get it?
The actual fuck is wrong with me?
Having a miscarriage might've hurt me but it did help me get closer to Alex in a way. This is the first time he allowed me to touch my phone in 258 days, literally!
Obviously the first person I called was my mom but not without Alex sending me a few glances every now and then. He eventually mouthed 'put it on speaker'.
''hey mom, I've missed you so fucking much.''
''Vanessa?'' a lump starts to form at the back of my throat, I tilt my head upwards in order to stop the tears that are blurring my vision.
''Is everything alright sweetie, you know you can always tell me if someone or something is bothering you...''
''I know, everything is okay mom. I was just checking up on you...'' my replies short and not as dramatic as I wanted them to be.
''Alright then how's the weather there in the Maldives, are you getting laid?''
''Mom, the weather here is lovely and no I am not getting laid!'' I whisper-shout the last part even though Alex heard her loud and clear.
''Whatever makes you sleep at night'' she didn't even try to hide the disbelief in her voice.
''So, anyone special in your life yet?'' My eyes instantly meet Alex' dark blue eyes, I lick my bottom lip and the action goes unnoticed as his eyes linger a second too long on my lips
I quickly avert my gaze and let eyes scan the city lights that light up our large en-suite hotel room. (picture on top)
''tipo, basta non chiedere dettagli. Ti parlerò quando ne avrò la possibilità, per favore non dimenticare di salutare papà da parte mia. Ti amo così tanto, ciao'' I turn my phone off and put it besides me.
(translation: kind of, just don't ask for details. I'll talk to you when I get the chance, please don't forget to greet dad for me. I love you so much, bye)
''Vanessa'' something about the way my name rolls off his tongue gets has clenching my thighs together.
''Yeah'' I say breathlessly, my voice suddenly gets stuck in my throat and that the only thing that I manage to say.
I get up from the bed and walk nervously to the large bend that looks small compared to his large structure.
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''vieni a sederti sulle ginocchia di papà'' I clench my thighs to relief myself of the pain that's starting to build up.
