The Same - The 100

Chapter 12 - Hallucinations

"You have to trust Miller, you left him on patrol with that Grounder..." I said and put a nut in my mouth.

,,You should keep him around, people look up to him.” Bellamy told me, I was taken aback.

,,Why? What are you talking about Bellamy?” I asked.

Wait, lots of food supplies, blankets, a big backpack, talking about protection... He wants to run...

,,Bellamy, lots of food supplies, blankets, a big backpack... You want to run away?!” I was shocked at his decision.

,,Katarina, Jaha will kill me... At best, he'll lock me up with that Grounder for the rest of my life..."Bellamy told me and closed the backpack.

,,I won't let him, Bellamy are you just leaving Camp, Octavia?” I started.

,,Octavia hates me, Camp has Clarke.” He told me.

,,You Will Leave Me?" I asked, with a strange emotion in my voice, I didn't know what it was. I  didn't want him to leave.

,,You hate me so, and if you don't, you should." He told me.

,,But Bellamy, please stay…” I stepped in front of him.

,,I need some air." He said and left, he'll be back, he left his backpack here.

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My head started spinning... As if I was somewhere else, I was in the forest, on some big wooden bridge... Murphy was standing on the other side of the bridge... I wanted to run to him, but I couldn't.

,,Not so fast.” Someone said behind me, it was Roan.

,,Choose" I heard another voice, this time a different one, one I didn't know.

,,Us, or Them ..." I heard the voice of a woman I didn't know again.

,,But I don't want to choose..." I said in shock. When I was outside, outside the camp, I was free... But I didn't want to leave my loved ones... With the Grounders, the outdoor life, it was better for me, I felt better. But at Camp, I felt good too, because of my loved ones...

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Suddenly both of them disappeared, my father appeared first, and the whole council.

,,You disappointed me, daughter. Your rescue was useless." My father said.

,, You're a horrible person.” This time it was Abby...

,,No... That's not true..." I said.

,,Yes it is, you deserved to be executed... You are useless. "I heard the chancellor right behind me.

,,Shut up…” I said.

,,The truth hurts, doesn't it?" I heard my mother... My mother was executed when I was thirteen...

,,But- But I want back, I want back.” I said but they shook their heads...

,,It's real, now defend yourself. As always.” My father said.

,,You sent me here! I didn't want it, but my life got better when I separated myself from people like you!" I just wanted back... I want this thing over, I want it over...

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In front of the council, only one person appeared, Atom, with a knife in his hand.

,,Pick it up.” He whispered, gesturing to the knife at my feet.

,,Atom…” I whispered, but before I could continue, I felt a pain from the back of my head.

,,Nothing personal, Kane.” I heard Dax, one delinquent, but as I fell into the darkness, I heard a whistle, a melody, something in between. It was creepy... Something between a lullaby and a horror tune... Something like life and death...