Infestissumam: Ghost B.C. Book

Desires: Sodo x M! Reader 🔞

Sodos_husband requested: DO A SODO X MALE TOP READER PLEASE

So here you go darling.

It is cringe and I fucking hate it but yeah

Enjoy~

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Sodo's eyes cracked open. His body didn't move an inch. He just turned his head to the bedside table and looked at the clock placed there. 2:54 am, it read. He let out a groan and looked down at his body. All flat and then suddenly, a little hill. Fuck, he hated the ghoul circle and that heat. He couldn't think normally. While eating? He would be hard. While practicing? Hard again. Neither cold showers nor those pills he took helped. Speaking of the pills, he had to get a new box from Copia the other morning cause all of that was getting too much for him. He couldn't handle himself. He felt like a needy slut. And he knew he wouldn't calm down until he got fucked.

At times like this, the ghouls find their mates. It is mostly easy. But not for him. Sodo wouldn't allow anyone to touch him. While all his friends were running around, fucking and pleasuring each other, he just stood alone and waited. He refused to do anything with anyone. Except him. His name was Y/n. Not a really common name for a ghoul to have but Sodo loved it. He was a new ghoul. He had been summoned a few months later and the guitarist couldn't keep his mind off him. He was just, something. The way he walked. The way he talked. The way he acted. Sodo didn't want to admit it, not even to himself, but that man had brought up a submissive side of him that he didn't even know he had. His thoughts were blank when it came to him. Only thought was him. He watched each and every of his moves. Satan, he even promised Rain to clean his room for a month so the bassist would talk to him about Sodo. He was desperate and obsessed with that man, and they had never had an actual conversation at all. They just exchanged a small 'hi' in the hallways but that simple word was enough to drive Sodomizer crazy. Something about the sound of that man's voice made him want to be called a slut as he begged down on his knees. He knew that some of those thoughts were caused by the ghoul circle, but he honestly loved them. He knew he could get the ghoul if he wanted, but for the first time in his life, he felt as if he didn't have the balls to even talk to him. Swiss had teased him many times, letting him know he should grow a pair and open a proper conversation with him but Sodo was just so out of self. It was as if his whole hyper personality, his flirty tone and his bratty attitude had faded away leaving a shy teenage boy in love behind.

Sodo looked around him nervously. He didn't want to do that now but he was sure that he wouldn't fall asleep unless he calmed down. He cursed under his breath as he tossed all the blankets aside and looked down at his erection. It wouldn't be the same as being touched by someone else but it would be enough to calm him down a bit for a few hours. At least until the sun comes up. He let out a soft groan as he undid his shorts before pulling them down as well as his boxers. His dick was swollen and wet with precum. It hurt Sodo to not touch himself but he wouldn't want to put no limit to himself. He let out a breath and took his member in hand, thankfully that would help. His one finger circled around the tip as he rolled back his eyes. Damn, it felt so much better than what he had expected. Without a second thought, he put his hand around it and started moving it at a fast pace, trying to match the rhythm of his heartbeat. His breath hitched as Y/n came in his mind again. His eyes. His hands. His body. His voice. His laugh. His smile. Him. He wanted him. He needed him. He was the only one who could make him feel good at the moment. He know it.

"Oh fuck Y/n~ r-right there~"

He moaned out while moving his hand faster. He did not care about who would hear him and what they would say. He had already heard many and many of his friends doing such sounds in the middle of the night because of their circle. They had to put up with him now. He would just continue it anyway. Even if they asked him to stop he wouldn't. It was his time to feel good. Even if it was not exactly how he wanted to feel good.