Half.. -title is a work In progress!-

Chapter 18 -𝔅𝔢𝔡 𝔯𝔬𝔬𝔪 𝔟𝔩𝔲𝔢𝔰-

                                                                                            "The sole purpose of the bedroom is to melt away any stressors"

I sigh as I drift off to sleep , I sleep for about a hour then wake up agin with a high , I don't know anyone...I can't do anything and I'm board board board!...my dad used to tell me stories about when he was young some where fact but some are not he said when he was young and Board he woud make a song about what he's feeling and where he is so that's what I did...I'm feeling sad...so I'm feeling blue and I'm in a bedroom...so? Bedroom blues ...

Nice I have my title now what shoud the song be about...eh! Let's just make it about a girlfriend missing a boyfriend those are easier to write aren't Thay bc there's like 1000 of them  so now we need a start...ummm I'm alone so it can be Another night alone in my bed  right now something that projects how she's feeling so I'll go Feeling like a prisoner inside my head I start to write this all down because it's a good song  In my head  now time to use the sense's , what can I hear ah!

The silence is deafening, the walls are closing in,that's a good one!  I jot that down too  I think it's ready so I start singing it to myself "Another night alone in my bed Feeling like a prisoner inside my head The silence is deafening, the walls are closing in I'm drowning in my thoughts, don't know where to begin Got the bedroom blues, can't shake this feeling Dreaming of a love that's healing Wishing for someone to hold me tight Got the bedroom blues, yeah it's a lonely night" i smile as I know dad gonna be so proud when he sees the song  maybe I  can sing it to him at my birthday or when I'm back with him

I sing the song yet again but then I was interrupted by a knock on the door "come in " I sigh liam opans the door "so your a singer? What ya call yourself shaky sings?  seizure songs? " he laughs i look at him "no actually I'm epilepsy epilogue "I say mocking him "but like epilogue is something at the end of a book?  " he asks I clap slowly "wow impressive...I use its cuz it kinda sounds cool and it's like I'm useing my music to over power it so...yeah " I say as he looked at me

"I honestly don't know how we are related because  I didn't understand any of that- so Mike told me it was your brithday soon , good for you..how old will you be ?" He asks...I realise that......I actually don't know...I was never really Aware of my age yes I know I'm older then the little kids but I don't have a spot-on number...