Half.. -title is a work In progress!-

Chapter 29 -𝔒𝔲𝔱𝔰𝔦𝔡𝔢-

                                                                                                        People start to heal the moment they feel heard.

A few minutes later me and Toby where outside fully engaged in a full on pretend fight!!!..untill I see the long haird blond girl , lily. Wallking over to the bin something in hand i pause my battle moves and now out of my battle stance to try and get a look at what she was carrying over to the bin..it was something black and white it looked familiar yet slightly distorted...i wallk over slowly leaving Toby mid battle , i wallk over to lily and the bin and see what's she holding...it was pan...he was still all broken up and wriped from when my "uncle "got to him  I grab. Pan I fall to the floor him in my hands . Lily backs away a bit , I start to cry...crying turned to screaming , screaming into wailing then into me doing all 3 on the floor whilest kicking an throwing my arms about like a kid having a tantrum

I didn't know what came over me it's like another person had taken over the ability to move my body....I hated every second of it as soon as I knew it I'd say half the of the people I'm the house where sounding me  asking me questions I count hear them properly or answer then it's like I was I'm full on brake down after a few minutes. Soon I see Liam push to the front he was trying to ask me something aswell but..I couldn't answer as u coud probably tell everything's was getting mixed up all I could hear was noise all I coud feel was everyone around me it only made me want to willingly kick and scream soon Mike and Gina come out and  get everyone away Thay also ask me stuff. I start to get heavily frustrated  WHO WOULDNT  I can't control my body or communicate and my one comfort thing gone

My kicking shortly stops...idk if I'm still screaming or not , liam grabs my arm and helps me up I'm still clutching onto the remains of my pan pan Thay take me into the office and I start to hear agin , me , Mike , liam and Gina all sit down "so.. imma just ask what everyone is thinking at this point , what the hell just happened! " Liam asks I understand why he woud ask that if u just witnessed what happened I woud ask too "I don't know..." I mumble   Looking down knowing I'll be in some kind of trouble " maybe we didn't realise how divisive...your needs are ...in this case mabey you'll be happier someone where ur needs may be met  better "Gina suggested I didn't want to go tho....what about me and Toby and our elm tree avengers storyline...... "wait!! You can't just send her away! " Liam shouts

"I act out sometimes and u dint send me away!!! And what about that rule where u don't split up siblings!" he continues  with a angry expression "well maybe we can try something else before we go that far! " Mike says , I woud do anything to stay here , it's close to dad , I have a fraind and a big brother! "Before we diced what we do..let's let lira explain what happened " Mike smiles I inhaler then exhale loudly "...me and Toby where outside...I saw lily take something to the bin I get a closer look it was pan...I got upset it was like my body shut down I couldn't communicate or move myself...it was horrible " I mutter .  Mike amd gina look at me and listen to me...I liked that "mabey we can get some counselling for you , yeah? " Gina suggested I nod   Thay let us out of the office and I go upstairs