Half.. -title is a work In progress!-

𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕮𝖗𝖆𝖘𝖍 𝖉𝖊𝖓

"Therapy is a gift it's a chance to finally be heard understood and supported "

A few days after my birthday I was sitting with Toby planning out our cosplays for comic con next weekend! Then I was unexpectedly callled into the office by Gina I went downstairs and poked my head into the living room frank , Liam and Johnny and where playing some sort of guitar game , tee was doing some embroidery by the coffee table as lily and carman tallk while Rosie and poppy play , lily and her sisters are leaving soon Thay have a foster home now , i head into the office and take a seat Mike ans Gina where in their chairs and Tracy was...sitting on the table? Not sure why but she was- everyone was silent for a while  so was I

Gina brakes the silence herself " you know a few weeks ago we had ...you had. A incident." I nod and remember the whole ordeal with pan...was I In trouble ...?
"And we said we're going to find you someone for you to tallk to to see why that's happened " Gina finished. , I sit up a bit more "and we think we've found a good person for you to do that , have you heard of a therapist ? " Mike asks , of course I had heard of a therapist my dad had one for a while when I was younger

Thayed come over a lot and tallk to my dad and his band , ask about how Thay have been feeling emotionally , whenever that happens I was sat in the corner with my dad's security guys playing some board game or doing some colouring sheet , those guys where so nice and cool and FUNNY!! Thayd bring me sweets......I miss them and my dad... "Dad had one " i smile thinking about my dad I'm trying not to cry Mike looks at Gina , Gina looks at Mike Mike looks at Tracy who's staring into space  " ohh...ok, well tracy is going to take you in a taxi later today  " Mike smiles  and nudges Tracy a bit "oh yeah-" she says as she's forced to come back to reality

I go  upstairs and get ready I start to cry ...not becouse of the therapist becouse I miss dad I miss what everything once was , I miss my old life...yes I know there's so much good things about my new life like liam and Toby and everyone but...it's hard... I cry as I get ready listing to some of my dads newest music I prefer the old stuff by the new stuff sounds more like dad now I grab pan agin once I finishes getting ready , I sit on my bed liam wallks In " wots up-" he asks he looks me up amd down

" where u goin? Why u crying? " he asks , I wipe my eyes and look over "well...nothing Just miss dad and...I'm seeing a therapist " I answer liam looks at me " a srink" he laughs a little and leaves  , I wonder what he found funny I wipe my eyes and change pan into a suit and head downstairs where Tracy was waiting. With a file that said 'lira observations '  it was the same one my social worker had the taxi soon turns up and we get inside " where too " the driver asks  tracy looks at one of the documents " uhm the crash den please " she says  after that she was Just sitting there in her own world " what are you thinking of Tracy " I ask out of sheer curiosity

"Oh well when I was younger I had a friend called crash and we make him a "crash den ". It's where he coud just let his emotions out , it was awsome " she exsplains . We soon get there  , we get out of the taxi and head inside the big building  we wallk over  to the test  where a lady around Tracy's age sat in running clothes she was a light-skinned girl with ginger hair and brown eyes , she looked like the girl I  saw in the picture , one of Tracy's friends she looks up "Wellcome to the crash den  how may I help you , Woah- Tracy beaker? "  she says , maybe she was the girl in the photo! " wait Jackie? What are you doing here ? I thought you where gonna go pro at running? " she asks

" don't worry I did !   This is just a Side thing , can i see ur papers please " Jackie smiles and Tracy hands her the papers , I see a engagement ring on , by the looks of it tracy did too "WHO?" She points at the ring and asks  " what happened to hello how are you ? "She laughs  to 2 big doors by reception opan and and a man around a similar age to Jackie and Tracy wallks out I see that he's wearing a similar ring to Jackie and I smile "omg crash! " Tracy says "Tracy?!" He says thay hug and Jackie joins in , I'm just watching from behind , soon after there joyess reunion crash takes me to a room   , and we just start tallkimg not about any therapy related just getting to know each other "you and the lady in the office are engaged right? " I ask crash looks up at me " yes we are "he answers i smile

"And you guys know Tracy you lived with her " I say as I look at pan  " yeah we did , how do you know Tracy? " he asked me  I think for a bit " she works at elm tree house  , that's where I live " I tell him  ,"me and Jackie used to live there too so did Tracy " we keep tallking for a while , after our session we tallk out of the room  we get half way down the hall when crashes colleague also wallks out of a room He has dark brown hair, freckles, brown eyes and fair skin he was in all black wearing platform boots " this is Rio he lived with us too " I smile at him HE LOOKED SOOO COOL! I wanna be like him , he follows us to the lobby where Tracy and Jackie are  tallking  about Jackie and crashes relationship 

Tracy sees Rio and to put a long story sort Thay basically had a second reunion , I like those guys there nice , crash said I get to see him a few days peer weeks
 
                                                                                                                            Im happy about that