real love - paul mccartney x reader

10

the sun peaked through the blinds, making nat wake up. she raised up and noticed paul, next to her, in a bed, together.

" what the- oh yeah. " she remembered paul let her sleep with him yesterday and it wasn't hectic then she thought. nat slowly got up from the bed, not trying to wake up paul and got dressed. she opened and closed the door quietly. before she left, she decided to write him a small note knowing that she left. nat wrote the note and put it on the door, she exited the apartment and head to hers.

that was interesting. i just slept with paul mccartney. nat thought to herself, walking into her apartment. jane was up and noticed nat, walked up to her and gave nat a hug.

" nat! how was it? " jane asked her, nat was zoned out. like completely zoned out. " nat? "

nat finally made contact back to reality. " yeah? "

" i asked how it was at paul's? "

" oh yeah. it was fine. " nat said, totally not thinking about her and paul sleeping together.

" where did you sleep? " jane asked nat. not that question. it was the question that nat didn't want to hear, but she had to tell jane about it, right?

" oh. well i- i slept- " nat trailed off. jane's eyebrows raised in interested.

nat said under her breath. " i slept with paul. "

" i'm sorry? " jane questioned.

" i slept with paul. " nat said quietly again. she didn't know if she was embarrassed or lucky to have slept with him.

" nat, tell me. where did you sleep? "

" i slept with paul! "

all there was silence. jane was shocked, her jaw dropped. she then chuckled, nat looked at her funny.

" i'm sorry but are you laughing? " nat asked her, raising an eyebrow. jane didn't reply, she just kept on chuckling and chuckling away. then she stopped and looked nat dead in the eyes.

" nat, this is a big step for you! but damn, that's pretty early. "

" yeah, i agree. " nat scratched the back of her head. she got up and headed to her room, she realized she had to find packing for her trip.

jane came into her room. " aren't you leaving for manchester tomorrow? " nat turned around and nodded. " did you tell paul? "

" yeah, i did. " nat said, grabbing clothes from her closet. jane did a little " ah. "

" he was a little pissed at me for telling me about that yesterday but he calmed down after that, i suppose. " nat shrugged and closed the suitcase. 

" i'll miss you while you're in manchester. " jane said, nat looked at her. nat only said " i know. I'll miss you too, and paul. "

" paul this, paul that. " jane joked. nat laughed, she did find that funny to be honest. but it made her realize something.

it was around 4pm until the phone rang, nat picked it up and answered with, " 'ello! nat anderson speaking. " the voice behind the line replied with, " nat, it's me. paul. "

" paul? what's wrong? " nat hopped on the counter, jane walked into the room and left nat alone with the phone.

" hey uhm.. i feel like something is wrong between us. "

nat was confused. " what do you mean wrong? is everything alright? "

" i don't know. i just.. i don't feel comfortable after all the thing that happened last night. " nat started to get a little mad. we slept together and he didn't feel comfortable is total bullshit.

" what do you mean you weren't comfortable? it was your idea. " nat exclaimed, she started to get a little impatience with him.

" i know! i know! and- "

" and what? "

" and, i don't know. it feels weird, y'know? we have been childhood best friends and now, we are in a relationship. it's like friends-to-strangers-to-friends-to-lovers and it could possibly go to friends-to-strangers-to-lovers-to-strangers again. " paul explained. nat never really thought of it like that. hearing that changed her perspective of him.

" i got to go. " nat replied, paul quivered.

" what? why? " paul started to get worried.

" uhm, it's nothing. i'm just got to ready for manchester. " of course nat lied, she didn't want to continue to the conversation and made something up.

" oh, when will you be leaving? "

" around 3-4am in the morning to catch the train, why? "

" nothing. nothing. have fun. "

" thanks. " nat hung up the phone and started to rethink all of her life decisions. she took a loud and deep breath, which caught jane's attention.

" nat? are you alright? " jane walked up to her, running nat's arms up and down.

" yeah. yeah, i'm fine. " nat lied, she had a gut-turning feeling.

" are you sure? "

nat nodded. " yeah. " jane smiled then walked away from her. nat went into her room and plopped on her bed. did i mess up? do me and paul deserve to be together? i mean, we were childhood best friends and it's uncommon for childhood best friends to be lovers. nat's mind was over come with thoughts, there was no exit.

words : 875

a/n : hi! i decided to make this chapter shorter because the next one will be longer🌚 of course there is some tea🤌 but it will get better in the end i promise😋