Eva imagines - SWARM

dealer p5

Eva POV:

it was the morning after me and y/n had sex for the first time. we both knew it was wrong but we couldn't resist.
y/n has been refusing to leave my room all morning, scared that one of the girls would see her, but i told her i had spoken to them already and told them you stayed.
she was acting weird. saying she had to leave quickly but nobody could see, was she ashamed of me ?

"y/n why are you acting like this? i've already told them you stayed?" 

"you don't understand" y/n groaned

"then help me understand!"

"no! i just need to go eva" she said peeking out the door

"you're being so weird? have i done something wrong"

my voice quietened and my face softened, scared i'd done something to make her feel uncomfortable.
y/n saw the expression on my face and came running over, cupping my cheeks

"you've done nothing wrong, i promise...i just. it's weird here"  she explained

i questioned how and she just shrugged, i know there is more too it.
i hated that she was lying to me and anger took over my body. my jaw clenched and i grabbed her arm, slamming her into the wall and yelling at her from some answers. y/n kept a straight face, she wasn't scared of me

"fucking answer me! how is it weird here!"

"oh i don't know.. maybe because your weird ass fucking minions like to watch us have sex!?" y/n yelled back

"what? what do you mean" i was confused on what she just said

"your little psychotic minion dre decided to sneak and watch us have sex last night Eva. don't you think that's fucked up??"

i knew dre was weird, it's obvious. but i have to keep her disconnected from the outside, i need to keep her hanging, that's the whole part of my job. to make these vulnerable weird girls do what i say. my brain racks as i try to make an excuse up for her, if dre goes then i'll be in trouble

"yeah that's weird but dre hasn't had the best childhood, she's a sheltered girl! she probably was confused y/n"  i compromised

"oh bullshit" she spat

"its not bullshit! she struggles okay! just ignore her and let's focus on us!" i softly soft the last part

"there is gonna be no 'us' if that creep is always watching me!"

"i'll talk to her! just please calm down!"

"i am calm" y/n scoffed and sat on the bed

"good now let's go get you some food" i smiled

"not hungry."

"drop the attitude y/n" i said sternly

she didn't say anything else's but stood up and started following behind me to the kitchen

y/n POV:

we walked into the kitchen and it was immediately silent, all the girls stared at me while stood from a distance

"so girls i have a few EU lessons today so eat up so you're nice and prepared!" eva cleared her throat

the girls resumed their talking and started eating again. i'd never felt so awkward

"hey, how bout i give you a little EU lesson later. you'd love it" she winked and held my hand