The voice of one - a Ricky Wilson fanfic

Thoughts and confirmation

—- Ricky's P.O.V —-

Well, although Lesley is back and she said exactly what happened between us too. I can admit one thing, it was true, I did want to get back with Lesley, but not like this. I had choose between Aurora and her I was definitely stupid on that decision. I loved both of them, but Aurora was different compared to Lesley. She is intelligent, determined for success, funny, fun to be with. The list goes on and on.

When I said to Lesley that she was no competition to Aurora, I was talking crap. I thought it was over between me and Lesley until she got that stupid job. Ugh, why did she apply?

The Kaisers have never liked her, especially Vijay. He used to say that she was a spineless attention seeking bitch, yeah I can now see where he was going with that statement, but once again I was stupid enough to defend her saying that she was kind and considerate. Well, safe to say that it backfired, double time.

Peanut seemed to think she was alright. When they met, they got on quite well which made me more confident of bringing her to rehearsals, concerts, festivals, that sort of thing.

Andrew and her seemed to be spending a lot of time together. But not pretending they were a couple. They would spend time mainly when I was needed or the others apart was needed, all apart from Andy.

Simon was just casual with her. They seemed to get on well. That is also a bonus. But honestly, I reckon the guys thought more of me with Aurora than me and Lesley, mainly because not a single bad word was said about her and the guys could see I was happy. Also, she is from up north like us which is also kind of a bonus. I felt awful about what happened, I needed to make this right.

The question was how can I make this right.