Heikazuscara <3

2. Was This a Date?

【Scaras Pov】

I didn't have an alarm to wake me up anymore but I woke up from a notification from my phone. It was Kazuha, the guy from the party yesterday.

K: Hello! Is this Scaramouche? This is Kazuha.

S: Oh hey! Yea it's me hru?

K: I'm doing good haha I just recently got a gift card to this really cool ramen place.

S: Lucky you, have fun lol

K: I was actually wondering if you would like to come with me, maybe we can get to know each other more? :))

S: You want me to come with you?

K: Yea! I don't see why not

S: Oh well sure, what time?

K: Maybe around 6:00? If your not busy ofc

S: Yea that time is good! I can't wait to see you
S: I mean go

K: Haha can't wait to see you too :))

I wanted to throw my phone across the room he was just so kind and so sweet. I don't know how he could be so generous.

I waited impatiently til it was at least 5:30 pm. I started to get dressed and grabbed my phone. I went outside and saw a message from him.

K: Do you want me to pick you up?

S: Oh sure if you don't mind of course

K: I don't mind at all! what's your address?

S: *************

K: alright I'll be there in a few!

S: sounds good

I waited for him and that's when I saw a black motorcycle pull up to the front. I was expecting him to pick me up but I didn't expect him to pick me up in a motorcycle.

"Hey Scaramouche!"

"Oh h-hey haha" I stuttered a bit.

"You should wear this helmet just in case, unless you've been on a motorcycle before"

"I haven't"

"Here you can have my helmet"

"O-oh thanks but what about you?"

"Don't worry about me I'm good at this haha"

I smiled and wore on the helmet he helped me onto the motorcycle and then he started to drive it. I held onto his waist forgetting to ask him first but I don't think he minded.

After a few minutes we got there. He helped me off the motorcycle and held my hand, i wasn't expecting that but it made me blush.

We went inside and Kazuha asked for a table for 3. I looked at him confused but he just kept holding my hand. He probably just said 3 on accident but he didn't correct himself. The waiter then took us to a table for 3. He pulled out my chair, which made me flustered.

I sat down and looked at him

"Soo... who's the third person?"

"Just one of my friends, hope you dont mind haha"

"Not at all." This made me jealous but why?

That's when I saw Heizou come towards us I pretended not to know him to avoid drama.

"Hey Heizou, I would like for you to meet Scaramouche"

"Kazuha! Gentle and kind as always haha, Hey Scaramouche was it? Nice to meet you"

I forced a smile and tried not to think much of it. But everytime I tried to ignore him. He'd always just flirt with Kazuha. And I have no love or affection knowledge so I just sat there feeling like a third wheel. Worst feeling to be honest.

The waiter came and we ordered our food. After a while we ate and talked for a bit, paid, and then left. Kazuha and Heizou were talking the whole time walking back to Kazuha's motorcycle then finally he went to his car, got in, and left.

I hated him. And I wanted him gone. But Kazuha and I had just met. How could I already love him. I don't even know what loving is.

I held onto Kazuha's waist the whole ride home again and went to the door. He followed me to make sure I got in safe but I forgot my keys. I didn't want my mom or Miko to see Kazuha. It would turn into an "Oh why don't you stay over for a bit" situation. But I had no choice.

I rang the door bell and my mom opened the door.

"Oh Scara there you are. You had me worried. How come you didn't answer any of my texts??"

"I didn't see them. My bad." I tried to not care as much

But that's when my mom saw Kazuha.

"And who is your little friend? You didn't even introduce him to me"

"Uh.. this is Kazuha and Kazuha this is my mom"

Kazuha smiled and waved at her and mom invited him inside (Of course she did) Kazuha came inside and admired her house. My mom grabbed out baby pictures of me which made me want to die. I wanted to cry but there was nothing i could do about it. After 20+ embarrassing photos Kazuha and I went to my room.

We got dangerously close which made me think I was in one of those romantic movies where we can go in a for a make out session. I wish. But I just showed him my room and all of my stuff. I loved how fascinated he was it made me happy.

My mom told Kazuha he could stay over since it was very dark outside and all he had was his motorcycle. So we shared my bed.

I moved all the way to the corner so Kazuha could have some space. I loved this. He fell asleep so I brushed his hair out of his face. I kissed his forehead and sighed.

"Why can't you just be mine already."

I turned the other way and I felt him grab my waist. I started to blush a bit as his grip got tighter.

I fell asleep but at about 2:00 am I woke up from a nightmare I had. I had nightmares very often but for once I was calm about it? There was just something about Kazuha that made my heart pound. I wanted his love and I wanted him. I need to confess one way or another but how...?

I searched up on Google, "How to confess to someone you just met"

There wasn't much results so I removed the just met part. I saw am article and clicked into it. I read about half of it and that's when I had an idea.