Devotions of Your Keeper (Thoma X Fem Reader)

Quick Job From A Slow Burner (NSFW)

Synopsis: You've been trying for ages to do it with Thoma, but struggle to get past your own sensitivity. After he refuses to do it with you out of fear of hurting you, you find a way to give him the outlet he deserves . . .

Theme(s): Fluff, Comfort, Smut

Relationship: Dating

Trigger Warnings: Sexual Themes, Sensitive Reader.

Word Count: 3961

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Quick Job From A Slow Burner

"You okay?"

You nodded.

"You sure?"

"Yeah," you murmured, nodding into your boyfriend's shoulder as he held you tight in his arms, the two of you standing safely in the softly lit bedroom.

You had already undressed each other and partaken in a makeout session. Slow, soft and tender . . . no tongue . . . just the way you liked it. He had massaged all around your body, his hands never going any lower than your waist, unless you prompted him to do so. Nor would he go near your chest; not without your hands over his, granting him permission to gently palm your breasts.

It was one of your favourite things about him. Even though you had done this foreplay many times before, he still understood your boundaries and respected them with a smile.

You had done this foreplay enough times that his hands massaging your upper thighs had become a nice familiar feeling. And yet it still gave you butterflies down there. The only thing was that as soon as you began to think about down there, it began to sting.

It had stopped you every time from taking things to the next level.

Even when it was with someone you loved and trusted, you couldn't get past your own fears and sensitivities.

And you worried it frustrated Thoma as much as it frustrated you- if not more. As sweet and caring and patient he was, he was still a young man- a young adult who needed and deserved an outlet, just like everyone else.

As you rubbed your head off of Thoma's shoulder, leaving light wet kisses on his neck, you shut your eyes as he continued to massage your upper thighs. You tried to focus on how soft and warm his hands were and how gently he rubbed you.

"Is that okay?"

"Mmhm." It genuinely did feel nice. In fact, you felt a nice kind of churn down in your stomach. You even thought you felt yourself open a bit down there.

It made your eyes light up.

Maybe today would be the day . . . You glanced up at Thoma with excitement.

"I think we can try it."

"You think?" Thoma's already bright eyes flickered a little. "You sure?"

"Yeah!" You fought a wince when you thought you felt it throb down there. Instead you tried to focus on your boyfriend's soft warm smile as he brought his hands to your face.

"You wanna go top or bottom?"

Your first instinct was top. It would give you that little bit more control that would made you feel more comfortable. But at the back of your mind was that concern that you would cower out as soon as you got the slightest bit sensitive. So . . .

"I'll go bottom."

"Okay then."

He kept a gentle hold of you as he lowered you down onto the bed. He allowed you to settle yourself down on the pillows, stroking your hot cheek.