friends? | hyunlix

photoshoot

felix's pov:
i wake up and groan, thinking about last night.

is hyunjin mad at me?

did i do something?

i hope he knows i like him..

me and hyunjin have a magazine photoshoot today pretty early so it looks like he can't avoid me for long.

i sigh and get up, quickly getting ready.

since they would pick out my outfit and do touch ups at the shoot, i didn't really try.

i walk out of my room to hyunjin's, making sure he's awake.

when i walked in he was sleeping gorgeously. i took a minute to appreciate his beauty by swiping his hair away from his face. the sunlight shined onto him, only enhancing his looks. i cup my hand over the side of his face, rubbing my thumb over his cheek.

he started to rub his eyes and whine, looking up at me.

"wake up, we have a photoshoot today," i smiled and took away my hand from his cheek.

he grabbed my hand before i could walk away, "wait, felix, sit back down."

i quickly sat next to him, listening intently.

"i'm sorry for being a dick last night, i was just.." his words started to fall off slightly.

"just?" i ask nervously.

"never mind" he announces with a what looks like, fake smile.

he slowly gets up and i watch him as he makes his way to his closet, picking out his clothes.

"see you in a bit," i say, walking out of the room.

he just nods at me and shuts his door, probably getting ready.

i could tell he was still upset, i just wanna know why though. i don't think i did anything wrong, did i?

i sat and thought about everything last night, trying to find some type of vivid recollection.

i was talking to chan—no—hugging chan, then hyunjin came out. he called my name then slowly stopped, shutting the door.

i finally thought of something: he was jealous, or is jealous.

if only he knew chan and changbin we're dating.

i still need to reassure him, just so he's not upset anymore.

i can't stand seeing him like that.

before i could do anything, hyunjin opened the door, "i'm ready," he says.

i smile and bounce off my bed, "okay, prince"

i could tell he got nervous so i just grabbed his hand, leading him to the kitchen.

"we're going to the photoshoot now!" i announce happily to the members, swinging our arms together in the process.

hyunjin was just looking down, clearly shy.

"don't have too much fun" chan warned, winking at me.

i just laughed and me and hyunjin walked outside, hands still locked.

"my..my hands starting to sweat, could you let go?" the boy beside me said nervously.

"hmm, i'll have to think about it," i acted like i was thinking before responding again, "eh, i don't care if your hands sweaty so, no thanks" i joked.

he immediately got really shy again. i never pictured him as shy, but i kind of like it.

during our photoshoot, there was a lot of tension because of how close we had to be.

oh, how badly i wanted to break that tension. but, we had to keep it professional.

i don't even know if he likes me back since neither of us have told each other our 'feelings' yet. though, like i said, i don't know if he likes me back.

"alright, i want you guys to do like a back hug position. hyunjin you hug felix from behind and put your head on his shoulder," the photographer turns to me before continuing, "and felix, i want you to hold onto hyunjin's hands."

sounds pretty simple.

before i could even do anything, hyunjin already had his arms wrapped around me. i smiled to myself and put my hands over his, the photographer taking the photos.

"stay in that position. now, i want you, felix, to hold hyunjin's chin with one hand and look at each other with smiles," the photographer announces again.

damn what are these positions, we look like a married couple.

i just sighed and took hyunjin's chin in my hand and even though we were supposed to fake smile, my smile was real.

though, i couldn't help but smile and take in his gorgeous features! his gorgeous dark brown eyes staring into mine, lovingly. i started to look everywhere around his face and i saw that the makeup today didn't cover the beauty mark under his eye. i smiled wider just because i love seeing his beauty mark. it really brings out his facial features.

we stayed in that position for a while since we had to wait for the photographer. we just kept studying each others faces when i decided i was gonna do something.

not anything crazy, just to try to signal that i like him.

i stopped smiling and looked into his eyes, he also stopped smiling, mirroring my actions. i then looked down at his lips for about 10 seconds before looking back up and smiling at him. he looked flustered but also like he was about to laugh. i couldn't help but giggle which made him bring out his held in laughter.

"perfect!" the photographer suddenly said, smiling.

me and hyunjin both gave him puzzled looks as we broke our position and walked over to the photographer.

"you guys laughed at the perfect timing and even did a serious face while looking at each other!" the photographer laughed and giggled almost like a teenager obsessing over a tv show.

"that looks like it'll be it for today. you guys did amazing jobs!" he smiled at us.

we both waved goodbye and said thank you and when we walked outside, we immediately halted and looked at each other. we couldn't hold it in so we just burst out with laughter, hyunjin acting more dramatic and falling.

i kept laughing and put out my hand for hyunjin to grab onto. he gave me a more serious look then smiled, grabbing my hand softly. yes, it's normal to help someone up, but this, this felt different. it was like there were sparks in between our hands, it felt like glue was sticking them together. i quickly let go, not knowing what to think nor feel.