Undertale AU Oneshots

A letter to my love (Driller 🖤)

"I wish you knew the hours I spend and the days I wasted. Wished on broken hopes and lost love I knew you would never see. My dear, I write to you not out of love or desire, but out of the pain in my soul, I have each and every time I must fight you. Love, it is unrealistic and foolish to hold such a want that is so unobtainable and lost. My desire for you runs deeper than the great cracks and flaws in this corrupt and disgusting world. The knowledge of this haunts my head as clearly as your gruff voice. How did it even end up like this? One day we are enemies fighting on opposite sides of a hopeless war. The next we are sneaking off to the forest to talk. Just talk. And how do I love it..? How can I not?
The way your eyes sparkle a beautiful silver when you allow yourself vulnerable emotions that certainly got you punished later. How those pools of moonlit molten silver stabbed into my heart. I swore to myself I wouldn't be a fool for you... Yet here I find myself, pondering the life we could have had. Wishing on the gods more powerful than I to allow such a sinful affair. A fool. A simple jester for your amusement I found myself. Why did I ever let myself get close? Why did I not kill you when I had the chance? When I knocked away your knife and held my sword to your neck. But you.. Winked. You winked and smirked up at me like it was a game! Only saying that you were honored to be my opponent. I should have killed you. I shouldn't have dropped my weapon and sat with you. I shouldn't have asked you to elaborate. I shouldn't have looked into your silver eyes, once willed with the dark voids of tar black hatred.. I shouldn't have ever let you use your sly tongue to warm me to you. Talking. Hours and hours of talking. Days more of longing. It all felt too soon. Too real.
I should have known it was a trap. I should have known this was a dirty tactic of war. But I am a fool. I have always been such. So here I write. I write silly regrets I know you will never read. Because you never cared to read words. They're meaningless unless I can speak them to you. I wish you could feel the way my heart races for you even now. Nightmare gave me the basic pleasure of paper and a pen, he wants to frame my last words before he takes my soul and leaves me to rot. Where I will die with the rest of the multiverse and negativity swallows us whole... Perhaps we will meet again. So I can finally ask you if you knew.
If you knew how your little talks made my heart race, how your touches made my soul burst, how each little sly kiss before you ran off to my brother's side felt to me. I have always been a strong and prideful man, yet you sway me still. I hope you burn in hell alongside me Killer. As you pay for your many sins, I pay for the sin of loving someone so sadistic and horrible. I hope you watch the hellfire lick my body and light for eternity. I hope it brings you pain knowing the fires of passion you gave me will torment me forever."
I wish I never loved you.
~Dream

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Bro, it's been a HOT minute, sorry about that. Little life update.
I was diagnosed with herpes simplex virus stromal keratitis in both eyes, which is basically the rapid deterioration and regeneration of both corneas, ultimately leading to my corneas popping and emergency surgeries. I got enrolled into a school for the blind and visually impaired. I got a pet opossum. Moved to a different house. Working a part time job. I'm worrying about trade school applications soon enough. I still draw, my vision isn't to the point I have to stop, but it's getting there.
My possum's name is Princess Sparkle Rabies the Squiggly

And here is some cute little art of the AU Sanses

Error ^^

Reaper ^^

Swap and Werewolf Horror (based off an rp, could totally write a one shot with those two though, thoughts?) ^^

Dream, in a cute lil outfit I designed ^^

Anyways, the story isn't dead. Shocking, I'm aware.