Sometimes I'm convinced
that love is not for me
they say "someone out there is for you"
but is he really?sometimes i feel sick
of seeing others in love
what if it won't happen to me?
im asking this question nowsometimes when I'm up at night
and i can't fall asleep
I'm diving into my thoughts too deep
some of them gives me excite
but others just a fearsometimes i feel like I have a cold heart
im trying too hard to see my future bright
but i can't
between two personalities there is a fight...N.M