Good Girl Gone Bad

Chapter 18-Another Party?

I put on my dress.It had a denim vest as the tip and a navy blue skirt design with white polka dots.Blair's dress was a nude color that made her tanned skin look incredible.I put on my white converse.And then Blair started on the face and hair.Blair curled my hair which made it look beautiful.She added some mascara and my signature pink lipstick for the makeup.

Blair put on her red heels and then sat down.Oh and before I start with her makeup and hair,I absolutely love the pop of color.I straightened her hair and then went onto the makeup.I did a pretty natural look because of the nude color of her dress.But of course I added some red lip stick that matched her heels.And it made her look pretty fierce.

We went into the tunnels and sneaked all the way to her car.We drove and then we got to a mansion.It was bigger than the last party.I could see the strobe lights and I already heard the music blasting.I closed the car door and walked into the mansion.Can't Stop Drinking About You By Bebe Rexa was playing which was a bit ironic.I went over to a corner and decided to think of what to do.

I could either drink and then find Vincent and tell him I loved him while I was drunk or be sober while telling him and then drink away.2nd option it is.I walked around and then after about 20 minutes of walking I found Luke,he should know where Vincent is at.I walked over to Luke and tapped him."Oh hi Quinn"he greeted."Hi"I ran my hand through my hair."Do you know where Vincent is?"I asked."Yeah by the bar"he answered."Thanks"I said.I went over to the bar and I saw the boy that I was looking for.There he was just drinking away.

I walked towards him.I took a deep breathe and then tapped his shoulder."Oh look the girl that broke my heart"he said when he turned around.His words were slurred."I'm sorry.I should've accepted your apology"I said looking up at him."I'm pretty sure I recall your words as this,we should stop giving a shit or something like that"he said.Once again his words were slurred.I sighed."I was just so sad and you wanna know why?"I said keeping eye contact with him.He nodded like a eager child."Because I love you.I fucking love you and I couldn't stand to think that you didn't care about me or that you were using me.I felt like you were just going out with me because of a dare or because you took my virginity and you felt bad about it!But guess what you made me fall in love!"I screamed.That's it he knew how I felt.

I broke eye contact and then ran away.I made it all the way to the other side of the mansion.Luckily there was another bar there.I sat down.And bit my lip to keep the tears from falling.It seemed to me that I was crying a lot lately.Yeah,I totally need a drink."What can I get for you?"the bartender asked."Give me something to drown my sorrows in"I said."Bad day?"he asked."Yeah"I sighed."Well enjoy what you have left of it.Its a new year and you got invited to a legendary party"he said and then went to the back of the bar to go make the drink.

He was right.Once I had my drinks I would enjoy myself.I would dance without a care.Walk around aimlessly.Grind on random people.Drink some more.I would have fun.I wasn't going to let Vincent ruin my life.Blair was also right I had nothing to lose.Vincent knew how I felt there wasn't anything else I could do about it.The bartender handed me a colorful drink.I raised my eyebrow at him."Its good.It helps you drown your sorrows and its pretty"he said smirking.I laughed and then gulped the drink down.After about 4 more of those,I was drunk.Luckily I wasn't as much of an idiot when I was drunk anymore.

I stumbled to the dance floor.Can't S top Drinking About You By Bebe Rexa was playing once again.I started to sway drunkenly.I then started to move my head side to side.Then I shook my hips.I ended up adding all that together.My drunken mind focused on the music and not on the people or the stares that I was getting.People started to join me on the dance floor.But I had my eyes closed focusing on the music and the lyrics that seemed to describe my life.

(A/N:I suggest you listen to the song while reading this chapter)

No one's gonna love you like I do

No one's gonna care like I do

And I can feel it in the way that you breathe

I know you dream of her while you sleep next to me

I can't stop drinking about you

I gotta numb the pain

I can't stop drinking about you

Without you I ain't the same

So pour a shot in my glass and I'll forget forever! (Wow oh)

So pour a shot in my glass 'cause it makes everything better! (Wow oh)

Darlin' tell me what more can I do?

Don't you know that I was meant for you?

You say I feel like heaven on earth,

But you'd never know what heaven was if it wasn't for her

I can't stop drinking about you

I gotta numb the pain

I can't stop drinking about you

Without you I ain't the same

So pour a shot in my glass and I'll forget forever! (Wow oh)

So pour a shot in my glass 'cause it makes everything better! (Wow oh)

I can't stop drinking about you (Drinking about you)

I can't stop drinking about you (Drinking about you) (Without you I ain't the same)

No one's gonna love you like I do (I do, do, do, do, do, do)

I can't stop drinking about you (Drinking about you)

I can't stop drinking about you (Drinking about you) (Without you I ain't the same)

So pour a shot in my glass and I'll forget forever! (Forever)

So pour a shot in my glass 'cause it makes everything better! (Wow)

No one's gonna love you like I do

I finished sighing when the song ended.I needed a other drink I was starting to think about him again.I went back to the bar."What can I get for you now?"he asked smiling at me."Some shots of something strong"I said."Alright"he said and went to go get the drink.He gave me 4 shot cups filled with a yellowish liquid.I took the first shot and cringed at the taste but after the other 2 shots I got used to the taste.I took the last shot."Can I get 4 more shots?"I asked."Sure"he said and went to go prepare them.I was going to have a massive hangover but whatever fuck it.He came back with the 4 shots and I took all of them.

I was drunk again which was good.I got up and stumbled.I grabbed a chair just to avoid falling on my ass.I walked around the mansion aimlessly.But all I remember after that was fainting...