Shadows | Muke Clemmings

Chapter 17

"Get out." I said, glaring at him.

"No! M'sorry! S-so sorry!" He mumbled, but it came out as nothing more than drunk slurs. I held my glare and Luke's voice broke as he said, "W-where will I go? C-can't go home..."

He looked down and I felt guilty for a split moment. He really couldn't go home, as mad as I was at him, I wouldn't allow it. I sighed, running a hand lazily through my hair before saying, "Look, you can stay, but don't talk to me, don't look at me, don't even think about me." I grabbed his shirt, pulling his close before whispering the words, "You're dead to me,"

I couldn't handle it, watching his eyes water. Hearing him continuously mumbling the words, "No." And "I love you." So I ran out the room, soon to break down in tears in the safety of my own room. I wouldn't care if he had cheated... But why did it have be Niall.... Of all people... Niall....

* * *

"What happened last night?" Luke said, rubbing his head as he stood up and walked over to me. I grinned him , pouring myself a bowl of cereal.

He was happy about me ignoring him and said, "Hello, dude, what's up!" I continued to ignore him, trying not to let tears fall. I didn't want to look at him.... He sickened me.... He sickened me... Why can't I convince myself....

"Seriously Michael, are you pissed because I went to Nialls house, because it wasn't my-" but I cut him off. Despite the tears falling, I wasn't upset anymore... I was angry.

"Fuck off! Don't even start with that shit! You can't kiss the guy who made my life hell and then have a go at me for it! You can save your shit because I don't want to hear it. I'm so fucking done with you, and with this. Why can't you just fucking leave me alone." I yelled, I had gone over the edge now.

Luke had tears in his eyes, "Well if that's how you feel..." And with that, he walked out the door.

* * *

"Michael!" Liz said, catching up with me. I sent her a glare, but she knew it wasn't meant to offend her. "Whats wrong Mikey?"

I didn't need to answer, because Niall somehow appeared behind me, saying, "Michaels just pissed because lover boy chose me over him. Just like everyone always does." He had a large smile on his face, and I just wanted to punch the shit out of him. But I didn't, because that would mean letting loose, and letting loose means breaking... And I can't let that happen... Coz if I break... Niall wins.

"Fuck off, I have better friends that you have." I fought back, glaring at him.

"Oh really?" He smirked. "Liz, who would you rather hang out with, me, or shit bag over here?"

Most people might say that Liz would obviously pick Niall, because he would hurt her if she didn't, but Niall made her do this, knowing that I would actually have some hope that Liz would be nice to me, and choose me over him, and not be scared for herself for once.

She was quiet for a few moments, "...I'm sorry Michael, but Niall..."

Selfish little bitch. You know the times where your whole world comes crashing down and all you need is a friend... That's me now... But this time, I don't have a friend. Then again, I guess you could say I never really had a friend.... Huh, I never really had a friend...

"Now get out of here, freak, you're only embarrassing yourself." Niall said, with his usually smirk.

That's when I realised it. Everyone was around us. Everyone was laughing... Laughing... At me...

* * * (Third Person P.O.V)

"Michael? Where are you? You're supposed to be getting us our rent money." Calum said angrily the second Michael picked up. What Calum was oblivious to was the sobs coming from the younger boy.

"C-can't do it Calum..." Michael mumbled, trying to hold back his tears.

Calum instantly panicked, "Can't do what? Michael where are you?"

"J-just want it all to end... Life's never been good..... Everyone hates me..... Nothing to live for...." Michael was physically shaking with sobs which meant he could easily loose balance, which was a literally matter of life and death, as Michael stood.... On the edge of the bridge... Fighting with himself whether or not to jump.

"Michael, where the fuck are you!" Calum said, panicking and rushing for his car keys.

"T-tell Luke I love him..." Michael said, more tears suddenly shooting down his face.

"Michael! Stop, you gotta stay strong buddy!"

"Stayed...strong for too long.... Don't wanna go on..." Michael said, sobs breaking up his words.

"B-bye...Calum..." A large gust of wind was heard before the line went dead. A single tear rolling down Calum's cheek as he froze.

Calum was the last one to talk to Michael.... And he couldn't stop him....

The End.

Holy fucking shit....

I hate myself right now like....

Did I actually just do that?

Sorry *hides in corner*

I disappeared for almost a month then came back with this..... Even I would hate me!

I'm sorry....

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