chapter six

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meeting new people can change their view on life. it can change it for the better, or it can change it for the worse, but as they say,'Everything happens for a reason..'

Carlisle's POV

Watching her sleep is the best part of my day so far after the attack and her finding out about us. it brings me eternal peace, and I'm forever grateful for her. I remember when my beloved Esme had been killed by something that we still can not figure out.. it made me have a bad look on life and attempted a couple of times, but with the help of my family that day, I managed to meet my true mate.

-Flashback-

"Carlisle.. you have to get out and hunt, it's not healthy for you, " Alice cries out behind the door as I lean my head against the glass window overlooking her grave.. "Alice.. just leave, I'll be fine. " I let out a sob, not knowing she heard. "NO! I'm done with you grieving its been 2 whole years, Carlisle! I'm honestly surprised you're not dead. " Suddenly, I feel something wet climbing its way down my cheek.. Blood

When a vampire cries blood, it can mean there are either in need of a hunt or their cold heart is breaking. Carlisle was broken, and he felt sorry for himself

"Please, Carlisle -" Alice cuts herself off due to the smell of blood. busting the door down, she can see his face from the reflection of the window and notice he s the blood flowing from his eyes onto the floor in front of him. she lets out a g asp and covers her mouth with her hands in shock. "Oh my god! Carlisle your breaking!" he nods with a small smile on his as the others run into the room with shocked faces. "I have no reason to be alive right now.. I lost the woman I loved, and I have no motivation to do anything.."

that was until he smelt something sweet.. Daisy's and old books and the beautiful human blood smell.. he ran out of the room while the others trailed behind confused.

that was when he saw her.. his whole world shifted, and he no longer felt the need to be no more..

-present time-

"Hey Carlisle, can I ask you a question?" I look up from stroking y/n's hair to see Emmett leaning against the door frame. "Of course, what's up?" he sighs and moves to sit in front of me. "What did it feel like.. losing Esme. " I can feel myself stiffen as he waits for my response. "There are no words to what I felt.. it sort of felt like watching the earth be destroyed in front of me, I need to tell y/n about her so she isn't so in the dark about it all." he nods and suddenly smiles and nods towards her. seeing her beautiful eyes come into contact with mine will always be my favourite thing about y/n. It's like the key to the soul, and her soul is definitely beautiful. "Good morning love, how are you feeling?" I say softly making Emmett smile "I feel better than I did, I'm still hurting but I can handle it, I mean you handle a lot worse than I do" she smiles as I stroke her cheek gently causing her to lean into my touch making me smile. 

months have passed, and her wounds have completely healed they have just left scars that she hates so much. people have been coming in and out for a while now checking on her and asking how she is, she may not know it but I can see how tired she is of it but she doesn't have to know I know that. she has also gotten back into her painting, and she has painted a beautiful painting of all of the coven, belle, Jacob, and Renesmee included making me smile. the one thing that stands out to me about the painting is how she made it so she's standing in-between me and Jasper, them too have got this strange bond that I will never understand but I'm glad she has him. speaking of Jasper he is thinking of redecorating my office to have a king-sized bed and move the desk and the other things into Edwards old room since he's moved into the other house which i thought was a lovely idea.

"So what we thinking about with the room? because I have a couple ideas and Alice has seen her reaction and she loves it" I think as I sit down on the couch while I can see Y/n painting the forest outside on the porch. "I was thinking of doing a nice Royal green on the back wall where the bed is going to be placed and a nice dark grey on the rest of the walls" they all nod liking the idea and all going out to get the supplies they need. "I'm also keeping the bookcases!" I yell, making them all groan, knowing how much I like the bookcase full of unread books. walking out onto the porch, i can hear y/n laughing lightly at my outburst about the books. "Hey, dont laugh! I love my old books, you talked to your mother?" she nods and puts her brush down into the coloured water. "She said she doesn't mind me staying as she's 'met' someone apparently." I nod with a smile. "Who she met?" she does a weird smile. "It's.. Bella's dad Charlie.." My eyes widen in shock.  she nods with a laugh.  

I pull her in by the waist, making her cheeks flush red, making me chuckle. "I lost my Daisy.." I look at her confused. "The daisy you gave me, I lost it." I look at her softly and hug her. "It doesn't matter now, I have my own Little daisy" 

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