Dear diary,
Today I feel like shit.
My allergies are starting to attack me once again and I hate it. My throat feels like it hasn't seen water in decades. One of the many reasons I'm always coughing. Everytime I wipe my nose, blood comes out of it. I don't know if I should be worried or not.
In Physics class, I got 3 people worried about me, all because I was just staring into space and mumbling the words "I wish I was successful", "When will my time come?" or "I wish I was dead right now". Akito looked at me with a horrified and worried look while Emu was asking me if I was okay to which I responded no. Simple as that. Nene, on the other hand, just didn't care at all. I don't blame her though, afterall, we have a somewhat love-hate friendship, even if it goes more towards the hate part...
Akito stole my box cutter so I wouldn't hurt myself in any way once I got back home. Too bad for him, I know many ways on how to hurt myself, either physically or emotionally. Not even Tsukasa can help me overcome my suicidal thoughts.
I wish I could have just disappeared out of existence without leaving a trace and everyone forgot about me, so they don't have to suffer because of my own selfish and useless being...
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Mafuyu's Diary
Kurgu OlmayanI am dedicating this book in my possession as my new diary but in Mafuyu's P.O.V. This book will contain: -Angst -Mentions of suicide -Explicited self harm -Bad coping mechanisms
