Dear diary,
I wish I could feel happiness again. It just has been so long since I felt such emotion. If I feel it, I know it's not genuine. I haven't felt happiness since I was 8 years old. When I say I'm happy, I'm lying to myself. I'm always lying. It doesn't matter when, how or if the situation is the best or not, it's just not…there.
I remember feeling happy when I first met Tsukasa, Minori and Kanade, though it didn't last long as sadness completely filled that void that was missing.
I still wonder to myself after 7 years, what does happiness feel like? I don't remember anything. Nothing at all.
I don't even know why I'm still writing about my problems too. Nothing makes sense anymore…
Nothing at all…
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Mafuyu's Diary
Non-FictionI am dedicating this book in my possession as my new diary but in Mafuyu's P.O.V. This book will contain: -Angst -Mentions of suicide -Explicited self harm -Bad coping mechanisms
