Dear diary,
I slept nothing. It's not that I was feeling energetic but more the fact that my stress and anxiety didn't seem to want to calm down anymore.
Not long after I woke up, Tsukasa asked if I wanted to go on a call with him. I said sure even if I was a little…unsure. I've been starting to get more and more unsure on if I should join Tsukasa on the call or not. I just believe I'm getting more annoying than before. Like my own existence is utterly useless and that I should be dead, but I'm not.
I'm always unsure about everything. Whether it's about how people think of me or making decisions. I'm constantly wondering how they would react to my choices about certain topics and people. Unsure if I'm being annoying or rude.
This made no sense and I'm aware of it. I'm just…tired…
Maybe I will erase this later, not really sure.
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Mafuyu's Diary
Non-FictionI am dedicating this book in my possession as my new diary but in Mafuyu's P.O.V. This book will contain: -Angst -Mentions of suicide -Explicited self harm -Bad coping mechanisms
