One, Two, Three

Chapter ten

One,

Two

Three.

It's been three days seance I've seen

Jack. Three days seance I cut myself last. Three days seance I've seen Romeo. We left so much shit unsaid. What's gonna happen now? Is Jack ever gonna talk to us gonna? Are me and Romeo gonna stay friends? Or am I gonna be alone again? I can't do this alone. I won't make it. Ugh this sounds like I'm self centered but I'm not. Plus my youth detector says its ok to pray and put yourself first sometimes. I just really don't want to lose the most important people in my life and I don't want them to be fighting. They don't normally fight like this. They normally just throw a couple of punches and then I would give them the best friend speech and they would make up. But nothing was thrown but words. That's not good. Words hurt worse then fists. So I need to do something. I jump on to my bed and grab my phone and call Romeo. "Hey Porsche, I need to talk to you." He said in his sweet voice, the one he uses when he wants to make up. "Yea I need to talk to you too man. But I wanna talk in person. Can we meet up at the old tree house?" I ask I know if I was gonna get these two to make up I would have to use heavy artillery. "Sure thing. I'm kinda busy right now," he says I hear someone say something in the back round but I can't make it out" can we meet there at like 3:30pm?" "Sure we can." I say as we say are goodbyes and hang up. Faze one complete. On to faze two. I get up and start walking around my room as I dial Jacks number into my phone. It rings four or five time then he answers. "Hello?" He asks. He most not have looked at the caller ID. "Hey Jack, it's Porsche." I say in a sweet tone. "Oh hey baby, what's up?" He asks. It kinda sounds like he was crying. But I don't bring it up because he hates it when I do. It makes him feel like he is a pussy. "I really need to talk to you." I say. "I need to talk to you too. I've been meaning to call I've just... uh... been busy. You know, school and stuff." He says taking a deep breath. There is something wrong with him. But I need to complete my mission. "Cool. I wanna talk in person though. Can we meet at the old tree house at 3:35?" I ask trying to make it so the times are close enough so one of them doesn't leave but they also don't see each other. "Yea sure thing. I'll you there." He says trying to be cool. Then we say are goodbyes and hang up. I toss my phone on my bed and plop down on my bed. What happens if this doesn't work? What happens if they both hate me for trying to do this? What if they're never friends? What if? So many thoughts racing through my head. So many questions and not enough answers. *knock knock* my thoughts are brought to a screeching stop, like the end of a roller coster ride. I jump up and run to the door to open it. I open the door wide and see its my older brother. "What do you want Soup?" I ask as I lean up on my door. "Can I come in?" He asks. But I don't know why, because he just pushes his way through me and into my room. "Why the fuck not? Now what do you want?" I ask as I shut my door and sit on my make up table. I look at him. He is sitting on my bed. He has blue eyes, blond hair, and the whitest smile I've ever seen. He is wearing his old blue jeans, his favorite t-shirt,(it's a skillet shirt. I have the same one.) and a gray sweat shirt. He's the lucky bastard who got moms skin. He can get so tan, he fucking glows. I got my dads. Pail white and if I try to tan I turn red. Or if I try in a tanning booth I will get blisters. He also got moms hair. But he also got her fucked up smile. hat's good. "Is it true?" He asked in the most series face I've ever seen him use. I'm stomach dropped. My heart started ponding so hard it my pond it's way out of my chest. It's going so fast it feels like a race car. "Is what true?" I ask trying to keep my cool and maybe I could play it off like it wasn't true. "That Romeo kissed you. What else?" He asks looking at me trying to figure out why I'm keeping from him. My face turns red but my heart slows down and my stomach feels normal again. I thought Romeo told him about my cutting or my depression. "Oh, where did you hear that?" I ask. "Everyone's talking about it. Why didn't you tell me?" He asks with a kinda pisses and a kinda hurt tone in his voice. "I've had a lot on my mind. Jacks mad at Romeo and I'm trying to get them to be friends again. I thought guys are suppose to be less drama then guys." I say. Carson laughs. "Not all the time." He says still laughing. I don't know why he found it so funny. I look at the clock. "Shit." I say out load on accident. "What?" Carson asks looking at me. "I need to meet Romeo in fifteen minutes. Can you give me a ride?" I ask in a sweet voice. "No can do. Dads home. But if you sneak out the window and sneak into my car I will give you a ride." He says. Ugh I fucking hate my dad sometimes. He has this stupid rule that Carson can't give me a ride without his permission. And I can't let him know where I'm going. "Ok I will sneak out." I say "Just hurry up and get me out of here. "Sure thing Car." He says as he is leaving my room. I change into a black minnie skirt, a pink toob top, and my favorite jean jacket. I grab my pink high tops and my sun glasses and throw my shoes out the window. I run over to my door and lock it. I run back to the window and step out onto the roof. Walking along the roof I hear someone say my name. I turn around and see my neighbor Brady. "What do you want Brady?" I ask looking at him. He is the same age as me. He has brown hair and brown eyes. He is shirtless with blue jeans. For some reason he's wet. "Where ya goin in that sexy outfit?" He asks trying to be cool. "Get the fuck out of here. I'm trying to get to my bros car." I say as I lean over the edge head first to see if my dads in the window. He's not. So I I stand up again and hear Brady again. "Well hell bitch no need to hate. I'm complimenting you." I look at him and laugh so hard I almost fall off the roof twice. I look at the wall and grab something that keeps a plant growing. It's just like a ladder. I get low enough to jump down and my skirt flys up just before I get to the ground. "I saw that." I hear Brady say. But I really don't give a shit. I'm on edge and just want to get to Romeo. I grab my shoes and run into the front yard making sure dad isn't looking through the window. I reach my brothers car just in time to get behind it before Carson comes out the front door. He runs over and pulls a dukes of hazard on the hood of the car. He unlocks it and I sneak in the back. He gets in and we drive off. When we get far enough away I jump into the front seat and put my shoes on. We drive for like five minutes then we come to an old dirty road and turn onto it. Soon enough we are at then end of it and you can see the tree house from here. I hop out and Carson drives away like he's running from the cops. I turn and look at the tree house. So many memories.