One, Two, Three

Chapter thirty-seven

"One,

Two,

Three."

The nurse counts as she takes a blood sample from me. They think they might of made a mistake and gave me blood that was gonna be used for Aids testing. We have a great hospital don't we? How the fuck do they mix up the blood bags? What's gonna happen? I'm gonna fucking die that's what. I'm never gonna have sex... No one is ever gonna like me. I'm gonna be an out cast. "How long until we get the results?" Carson asks. It's just me him and the nurse in the room. She looks at me then at Carson. "Umm about 3-4 days." I grab Carson's hand. "Can you two please go back to the room?" The nurse asks. "Yea sure." Carson says. I just nod my head and follow him. We start to walk back to the room in utter silence. Seems like I'm gonna die. Oh well. At least I'll finally get what I wanted all along. "Porsche, don't say that." My thoughts are interrupted. I look up at Romeo. "Did I really say that out load?" He nods his head. "When did you even get here and where did Cameron go?" I ask looking around the hallway. Romeo puts his arm around me. "He's really tired. I told him to go home I told him that I can take care of you." Romeo picks me up bridle style. I screech a little. Some old lady told me to shh. I look at Romeo and he's laughing as am I. He puts me down and I grab his hand. I give him an devilish smile. I pull him all behind me as I dash down the hallway. I run and it seems like the white walls are running the other way. Everything is going by as fast it came. "Where are we going?" Romeo asks trying not to be dragged behind me. I look back at him and laugh. His face is all red. I can't tell if it's blushing or if hes out of breath. I dont know why he would be blushing though. I turn my head back and BAM. I run into someone. I end up laying on top of... Jack. "Oh I'm a sorry." I say. Jack puts his arm around my waist. "don't be. I like being close to you."  I awkwardly laugh and push up. Pain shoots through my body. I clanch my fists. The pain demands my attention. I don't know why it hurts. It shouldn't. Romeo notices my hands and picks me up. "Maybe its time to go back to the room." He puts his arm  around my waist. Jack stands up with shock all over his face. "what the fuck?" he stares at Romeos hand. I move away from Romeo and start walking to the room. I really just need to be alone right now. "where the hell are you going?" Jack yells at me. "Anywhere without you two. oh and Jack we're not dating. we were just a thing." I know that's kinda harsh to say but its true. Maybe I should move just so I'm away from these two. I dont know what it is. Jack is so amazing and he's such a sweetheart but he gets jealous really fast. Then Romeo likes me. I don't see why 'cause he could get any girl he wants. I'm nothing special. I'm ugly and gross and... nothing good. I'm so done. I bump into something and fall to the ground. A sharpe pain rushes up my arms.  "Oh my. I'm so sorry. I didn't see you there." the guy puts his hand out for me to grab. I do so. "Its fine. it was really my fault." I look up at him. He is so perfect. He has tan skin, milk chocolate brown hair, teeth as white as fresh snow. "Can I have my hand back please?" He laughs as he asks. I look down then back up at him. "Oh right. Sorry." I can feel my checks turning bright red. "Haha, its quit alright. I'm Justin." he smiles and puta out his hand again. "I'm Porsche" I say taking his hand. I see his eyes look at my wrist. I pull it away. "Ummm... I should go. bye" I say and start walking down the hall. I hear him say something. but I can't make out what he said.