One, Two, Three

Chapter twenty-three

"One,

Two,

Three."

I whisper to myself as I look at my reflection I'm my window. I'm scared... Really scared. I don't want all of those people I'm my house not being able to look me I'm the eye. *Ding Dong* I hear the doorbell ring. I look at myself and put on my fake smile. Sadly I don't believe it and I know none of them will either. But oh well I don't really care. I walk over to my closet and pick out a bright blue dress. It's a strapless dress that is kinda short but long enough I don't look like a whore. I grab a white silvery scarf and rap it around my waist like a belt. I really don't wanna see everyone. They're not ever gonna look at me the same. No one is. Not Carson, not Daisy, not Jack, not even Romeo and he knew my secret. I my vision starts to blur because of the tears forming in my eyes. *knock knock* I'm facing the other way so if its someone I don't want to see me cry they don't. "Porsche? Are you ready to see everyone?" I take a second to realize it's only Jack. I turn around shut the door and hold on to him for dear life. Tears are streaming down my face. "I'm so sorry Jack. I'm sorry I've put you through what I did." My voice is shaky and I can't get myself under control. Jack pulls my closer to him. One of his hands on my waist and the other stroking my hair. I cry into his shirt. Thank goodness I have waterproof makeup. "Porsche it's fine." He says in a calming voice. I pull away from him. But only far enough that I wasn't leaning in him. I was looking him in the eyes. He is still holding my waist. He pulls his hand away from my hair and wipes away the tears I've shed. He leans down almost all the way to my lips. But he left enough room just in case I didn't want him to. Jack isn't that much taller then me just a couple inches. I look at his lips and then I kiss him. As we kiss I get butterfly's in my stomach. It's a pashonet kiss. The best kiss I've ever had. It makes me think I should of kisses Jack sooner. I hear the door click open and pull away right away and turn to see who walked in. It's Ken. Ken has had a crush on Jack for about a year now. He's gay if you can't put two and two together. He's also Romeos twin brother. He has strawberry blond hair and tan skin. He also has black eyes. They are black as night. He is beautiful. I run over to him before he can get out the door and shut it. "Ken, it's not what it looks like." He tries to push me out of the way. Then he walks over to the window. Him and Romeo have broken in and out of my room a million times. I run after him and pull him to the floor. I get on top of him and hold his wrists down. He tries to get up but he's not strong enough. That makes me feel great about my weight by the way. "Damnit, Porsche get off of me." He growls at me. I look up at Jack who is pacing in a circle. I look back down at Ken and look him dead in the eyes. "It's not what it looks like." I said laying down on him. Kinda like a father and a daughter. Kens just like my bro. "Whatever." He says. It sounds like he's trying to be pissed but can't. Not at me. I'm his little sister, he would do anything for me. Sometimes I feel better talking to him then Romeo. "Ken, please don't tell Romeo. He's mad enough. I don't want him even more mad at me. Please don't tell anyone." I cuddle up to him. A couple tears fall from my eyes to his shirt. I think he notices and puts his arm around my waist and plays with my hair. I knows what makes me feel better. "Ok. I won't tell anyone." He says as he kisses me. Jack looks at us like 'what the fuck?'. Me and Ken always kiss. It's not full making out or tongue. It's just a little peck. Jack pulls me off of Ken, then helps him up. "Porsche, are you ready to see everyone?" Jack asks me. I nod.