- Third Person Omniscient -
Oaks looked at Mayaila's IG Story, over and over again. He couldn't believe what he saw. Her... another Man. She looked happy... an emotion he tried to make her, but kept failing to.
At the end of the day, he never understood why he couldn't.He tensed up at the sight of her story, biting his lip, soon looking and scrolling away. He was in the studio, and the things he felt, he needed to record. No lyrics, No script, just off of the dome.
Before he did so, he received a text from Aliza.
Aliza: Cench... you left Mayaila just like that??
read.He only read the message. He needed to focus.
He had the beginning of the song together, but he decided to add a part to it."You said that pussy mine, so why you'd let it go?..... Your such a ho-" He stopped in his tracks as the verse played in. As the versed ended, he went it, rapping off the dome, feeling the heartbroken beast inside of him take over.
"Maybe I was too optimistic
Tell me what you need, I'll provide everything
Baby u don't know what you're missing
Our chemistry felt like quantum physics, physics.
Feeling your energy
feeling your spirit
If this is the end I need one more visit"He rapped, stopping to play the part over. As he felt it, he also conjured up more parts in his head, spitting it out, after the part finished playing.
"They're showing me love but I still feel empty
I need something a lot more fulfilling
Move out of London Town
Then, move to a rural village
You made me delete that pic off my phone
But I close my eyes, still see that image
Won't chase if my heart ain't in it, It's finished
Too far gone can't fix it, Bitch this damage is done." After that he played it back, then decided to add the hook again afterwards.then he added another verse and a hook, closing the song out.
4 Hours Later.
"Release it." Cench spoke as the man nodded. The track spoke to him. And even though it was about Mayaila, the world should hear how Oakley felt.
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Mayaila scrolled through IG as her feed was quite different. filled with reactions, comments and pictures of the man who had her broken.'Central Cee's New song 'Let Go'.
She Opened YouTube, and she saw the same thing. She searched up Let Go, and pressed play.
-A tear droplet fell from her eye, as she finally felt a little better, but also crushed.
Was she trying to hard? Was she overstepping boundaries, when they obviously were not together? His lyrics spoke his emotions, thoughts and feelings. And they were what rang through her head 24/7. She did, she made him delete a picture out of his phone, drunkenly. Yes, when he stopped talking to her, she told Aliza, and Hailey. Yes, She received phone calls from a private caller.. was it him? But all she knew now, was she needed to talk to him. Now she somewhat understood how he felt. But at the end of the day.... even though they were not together, he didn't even try to make a lasting bond, and that's when she knew,
He had Commitment Issues..
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Commitment Issues. |CENTRAL CEE.
Fanfic" I got commitment Issues, but im tryna fix that 4 you" .💕.. "oh how the tables have turned." - XoXo.