𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝘽𝙇𝘼𝘾𝙆 𝙋𝙃𝙊𝙉𝙀 𝙄𝙈𝘼𝙂𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎

𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐁𝐁𝐄𝐑 - 𝐫.𝐚

ME AND ROBIN ARELLANO used to be best friends, we had sleepovers all the time, we knew each others secrets, we were both nerds tho, no one really liked us but we didn't care

that was until robin got 'popular', he started making more friends and started getting girls, he almost immediately ditched me

he ditched me like i was just a piece of dirt, he acted as if we weren't even friends, it hurt.

he was one of my friends that i felt i could tell anything too, now i just have to let my problems sob out of me.

he not only stopped being my friend but he began teaming up with my bully's to start hurting me, he would trip me over, push me into walls, throw things at me

i walked into class, everyone talking to each other, robin was talking to some of his friends, that's when he noticed me.

he smirked as he put his foot out tripping me over, i didn't fully fall over but i stumbled

he chuckled and so did his friends, i rolled my eyes taking a seat in my seat which happened to be sat in front of robin.

the whole class he annoyed me, he threw paper balls at me, poked me with pencils, pulled my hair, kicked my seat.

but then one thing was said that pissed me off "you gonna cry like a baby, like when your dad hits you" he whispered in my ear.

i felt tears fill my eyes as he began laughing "like how you cried in my arms for hours, fucking pussy" he said laughing

i got my stuff and walked out, i know i should've done something but i didn't want to cause a scene then, not with the teacher watching.

i ran to the bathroom, i wiped my tears as i hid in the stall

LUNCH

i walked out of the cafeteria after getting my lunch, i made my way over to a tree and sat down, i got my book out and read while eating

that's when robin came over "stand up" he said, i shook my head "i said stand up puta!" he said as he kicked my leg.

i sighed as i stood up, i felt as robin slapped me across the face "your such a bitch why'd you tell everyone my secrets!" he said

"what?" i said "you know what!" he said "what are you talking about" i said

"you told everyone about my mom!" he said "i'd never do that robin" i said
"yes you would!' he said

"now everyone's judging me, i finally had an opportunity to get popular and you blew it! your such a bitch! just fucking kill your self already no one likes you!" he said

my eyes widened, "the fuck did you say?" i said, he didn't say anything he just stepped back

i had pure rage in my blood "i've done nothing but fucking been there for you robin! and this is how you repay me!" i said

"you didn't do shit y/n" he said "BULLSHIT I WAS THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOUR DAD DIED, I WAS THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOUR MA WAS IN THE HOSPITAL, FUCK EVEN MY FAMILY GAVE YOUR FAMILY MONEY SO YOU WERENT ON THE FUCKING STREETS SO DONT YOU DARE SAY THAT IVE DONE NOTHING!" i yelled

he stood there in shock "i-" " i don't wanna hear it, get the fuck out of my face before i do something i'll regret" i said

"y/n im sorry" he said "sorry? your fucking sorry!? do you understand how much pain you've put me through!" i said

"i know ok!" he said "i've done nothing but love and cared for you and all you do is leave me, and hurt me, so sorry is not even gonna cut it" i said

"what do you want from me then!?" he said "stop being a fucking asshole that's all i want! i want my best friend back, the one that used to tell me how amazing i was not the one that tells me to kill myself!" i said

i saw tears well in robins eyes "you know what i don't think i even want you back in my life" i said

"so just leave me alone" i said as i left

NOVA SPEAKS

why am i crying? tf
im so emotional rn idk why 😭😭

also i can relate sm to y/n it's scary