THE HEART KNOWS WHAT IT WANTS

episode -1 come across

Niharika POV

i was in taxi ....until my phone off "Niku"

I pick up the phone

Where are you ?? Niku asked in scared voice making me tensed

"What happened Niku ?? You didn't sleep until now

Nannu is looking very angry ,I-I am scare- her voice fumble ...my heart clenched

Niku baby just close the door until i come ok ,Massi is just reaching ?? I am coming home soon ok ??

Ok " she replied with her honey voice while sniffing

Well it's completely my fault,i got late in assisting the senior doctor... Well i look outside it's raining the atmosphere is just too dark just like my life ..... I don't know what to complaint,when my whole life is itself a complaint.... I have parents for the sake of name but they neglect me like i don't even exist me ...yaa but they recall me when it's come to family reputation...they don't care whether i eat or not ... Since i born i see them beating me and my elder sister kirti ...
They lock us in room....yaa they educated us not because they want to because at that time grandpa was there....due to there fear ,they let us study.... Well i have one brother that is aayan  .... brother protect there sister from evil of world but here my brother keeps an evil eye on me ....

As we (me and kirti dii )  grown up our small room and books are world ...this was what I think ...but i never knew kirti didi made someone else her world ... She fall in love with someone that was  an army man ...and she ran away with him and married him... leaving me alone here but it's not her fault how long anyone could be imprisonment. I am happy that she took that step for  her happiness.

In those years ...they abuse me physically, beat me ,taunt me that we girls are just a black spot on there respect... I don't know whether we were black spot on there respect but surely they are loosing there respect in my eyes ....

In those years during , highschool...i also fall in love with a guy name Ritesh ....he knows everything about me  . He was not much rich but still he was enough the way he comforted me ... We dated three years ... His mother was sick ,i helped her by giving me some Little money which i had  in my bank account .even after doing so much our relationship didn't last , seems like fate doesn't even want this ...one day after returning from University i saw him kissing a girl and when i encounters him about it he said " i never loved you niharika" ...
I also left from there without questioning.... Because i didn't had enough strength to face him ...

Not more than week ....grandpa left this world ...the one supporter which i have now also left  along with this there torture is also increasing.... Before i could take myself out of that trauma kirti di came home back and i get to know that his husband is expired
Who was in an Indian army .... She was pregnant 8 months ....

Idk why our so called parents let her in because as much as i know they will never let her in ...but still the fact was that they let her in ...but that doesn't stop them from taunting her ...and if i tried to speak for them ...they lock me in basement

Idk why we were deserving these things and i hate that fact even after so much things i had hope that they will regret there actions will love us

They stopped me from going University. I request them beg them but all they did to ignore them ... One day again I asked my so called dad ..he replied " i don't have any money to waste on your study " to which i replied what if i bring you money by  earning... He replied still we won't pay your fee but we can allowed you to go universities. I cried whole night but didn't had to choose give up because get educated and stand on my feet and then leave this place is the only my aim ....i get a scholarship . After University i went to work in a Library and then teach tution and all my salary went to them